Overcoming Fear & Tuning Into The Divine You

 

Beginning to Move Past Fear...

After months of consideration I have come to a space where I feel comfortable enough discussing this topic in full. What has been going on in the world and even within many so-called "spiritual" circles fear is present and pushed as a form of protection. Fear is not protection but disconnection and I will explain this more thoroughly here. 

When we indulge in fear we are putting a block on actually feeling our true emotions. Fear of death is the main way that many of us are manipulated into going against our soul. When we go against our true emotions and soul we create a disconnection with our soul within our body; mainly in the heart chakra. The heart chakra is important because the soul emanates from the heart chakra into the body. If you want to reconnect with yourself in a deeper way facing your fear is going to be imperative. When you move past your fear, go slow. As you tune into your heart chakra in meditation or contemplation certain memories or emotions may come to the surface. Journaling may be a good tool to sort out how you are feeling and analyze where emotions are coming from. Journaling is is also effective when you want to discern where in your body you are feeling your past trauma come to the surface. Where you feel trauma in your body is actually where your cells are storing that trauma. Building the feeling of divine love and compassion in your body will help you to clear and purge this trauma. Get excited about the connection you are re-establishing with you soul and who you will be on the other side of your healing process. 

Overcoming Fear of Death

Fear of death is pushed in the media and culture incessantly since we are children. You will have to change your relationship with death, understanding it as a natural cycle. Understanding as well that the soul does not die but rather transcends this reality. Those who have witnessed violent deaths or have had loved ones pass early on tend to have the most trauma around death. 

Through meditation and contemplation I have been able to overcome the fear of death for the most part. I'm sure I have deeper levels to go but I can confidently say I am no longer afraid and don't feel as distraught when loved ones pass. Now when someone passes I will meditate and send the soul energy for their transition or set up an alter for them to ensure the soul has the healing and energy it needs to transcend peacefully. Also do not feel bad for crying and feeling loss when others pass. The feeling of grief is a testament to how much we have loved that soul while they were hear in the physical body. When you try and remain "strong" all you do is store those emotions of grief in the body and drag out the process causing issues spiritually, emotionally, and even physically later on. The oak tree will break when a storm comes that is strong, however the bamboo tree bends with the wind of the storm. Be flexible and loving with yourself when we have to weather emotional storms or traumatic events. Feeling is natural and the grieving process is also natural.   

I personally did a meditation ritual one evening where I was lead by my ancestors to overcome the fear of death. I want to explain that here to you so you can understand more deeply how spiritual initiations work and how we can overcome the fear of death within ourselves. Long before this initiation happened when I was about 13 I was lead to think about death every night before I went to bed for about a month. I didn't dread this I found it rather interesting. I would dive into my mind in the darkness and feel my body tense up and fear over take me as I contemplated what death was. I was faced with my own mortality and the finite reality of my earthly existence. It took great courage to overcome these emotions and to keep going back until I was able to figure out what death meant to me. On the last night I had a breakthrough, it felt like within me a golden light poured out and I had clarity about this topic finally. What I became aware of was that my soul is infinite. We can understand this with our mind but until we feel it in our body and have even a spiritual experience we don't understand this concept intimately. As we contemplate death and heal our trauma we become closer and closer to the truth that is buried inside each of us. 

Last year another initiation into overcoming the fear of death on a higher spiritual level was triggered. I was directed by my ancestors to light candles, sage and go into a meditation after having a spiritual bath to cleanse my aura. As I went into meditation I was all of a sudden at a bon fire at night with my ancestors. There was drumming and dancing we were all chatting happily. Then I was kidnapped (sort of lol) by the head shaman and buried alive. The head shaman could perform rituals such as these because he had the ability to remain connected to the soul of the initiate and could mitigate any potential danger. As I was in this grave covered with dirt I came face to face with the feminine spirit of death. She went into my body and shared her secrets with me energetically. I was soul traveling and once I had overcome the shaman pulled me from the grave and all my ancestors were in a state of joy for me. I came too from my meditation and felt just amazing that I was initiated deeper into the mystery of my immortal soul understanding intimately that although my physical body is limited my soul is not. I just felt so much joy and love at this accomplishment. 

Mechanism of Fear

Fear is an agent of disconnection, while love draws in and draws together. Any law, action, or energy imposed upon you that causes separation and imposes its will upon you like an overbearing boss is an archonic energy and an agent of fear. Now sometimes inferiority comes from envy or jealously; these emotions all come from a feeling of lack and not understanding the gift of infinite love and acceptance we have within ourselves. 

You will be able to understand when you are being manipulated by fear energetically by recognizing these signs: 

• Feeling like you're being forced, coerced, or threatened into doing something you don't want to do. Usually some sort of  "consequences" are used as a tool to instill fear into you so you "obey" 
• When sharing your goals or individuality others who are agents of fear may try to place doubt within you or plainly say you can't do something trying to spread the fear that is inside of them to you 
• Any being or energy that seeks to dominate another 
• Any spiritualist, teacher, or person that makes it seem like you have to go to them for all the answers instead of teaching you how to tune into things yourself/ doesn't encourage you to come up with your own unique perspective 
• Any energy, person or organization that takes away or minimizes your independence or independent thought (a lot of times these kinds of energies will try and impose group think)   
• Sharing problems in the world or in life without sharing any solutions. A lot of so called "woke" individuals or "spiritual teachers" induce a fear mind-state without showing you any solutions 
• Agents of fear will us manipulated data or information to try and assert their dominance without encouraging you to do your own research 
• Agents of fear will make fun of or try to find ways to silence anyone who has a different point of view
• Lastly, you'll feel it in your body when the energy is off or when you're being manipulated so it's important to remain aware of how your body feels & what emotions are rising up in you and why. This will tell you everything you need to know. 

Be courageous and choose your soul, choose divine love over the manipulation of those who want to control others. Remember who you are and remember you have the most precious gift within yourself and it's called your soul. Cleave to your soul and expand your consciousness. 

Summing It Up!  

Now that we have explored how fear is used to manipulate individuals we can explore what fear actually does and why I call it a non-emotion. Fear is a non-emotion because it shuts down the ability to tune into real emotions. Notice when you are in a state of fear your mind doesn't work in a cohesive way. You feel panicked, make mistakes, and may begin to overthink about all these "bad" scenarios, instead of calming down and coming up with solutions. Fear shuts down and creates a frozen stagnant state within the self. Fear actually makes us avoid our true emotions holding them back like a dam until these emotions explode forward out of control. Emotion metaphysically is energy in motion. Anything that stops us from acknowledging our true emotions and moving through them is detrimental to our spiritual, mental & emotional health. I implore you to just think back to a time when you were afraid and notice your response to that fear. Notice how it froze you, gave you anxiety, and made you think about the worst happening. What happened when you moved past that fear? Was there a solution that became apparent, was the reality as bad as you thought when you faced that fear? 

Some will say fear helps us acknowledge when we are in dangerous situations. While it is a function of the ego to protect our life and keep us aware of any dangers. Being aware and being frozen in fear are two different things. When I've been in dangerous situations I don't respond by freezing, I've responded in the past by becoming extremely calm and focusing on the solution. When fear was imposed upon me over long periods of time by others that was what I found most stressful. Over time I learned to become extremely calm and come up with a strategy moving forward, ignoring how other people would talk to me and try to instill fear in me daily. This takes a lot of inner-strength so remember your soul and continue to develop spiritually. You are a creator being and seeing what you don't want in life will motivate you towards what you do want in life. What you know you deserve. Use any situation you want to move out of as motivation. You only know what's truly inside of you, unleash the strength, joy and love inside of you. I've seen people overcome insurmountable circumstances. If one person can overcome any single one of us can and if no one believes in you believe in yourself first and foremost.    

Signs of Possession & How to Reclaim Your Soul

 

Who You Really Are! 

Possession is such a morose topic which is why this inspiring image is placed above as a reminder of your divine infinite self. You exist as an infinite, beautiful, and compassionate being filled with Joy! It is always up to you to choose your joy over the lesser energies of human existence. It is in the hardest times we experience that we become aware of the quality of our soul. A small example of this personally is when a few years back I found myself stranded in Harlem, NY. The train schedule had changed and I would be stuck there until the next day. I was distraught, feeling alone, and walking around aimlessly feeling bad for myself. I didn't have enough money to get an uber or taxi home and in that moment I saw not the opportunities around me only the pain of my situation. Then I decided to build into my energy body the feeling of an opening, a way, hope. I felt within myself love and compassion and all of a sudden; although I was still walking alone, I felt joy and I didn't feel alone anymore. I thanked my higher self and spirit guides for their comfort. Then I had an idea and posted on social media asking if anyone was near Harlem. Someone answered the post I messaged them and ended up getting a ride home. Feeling relieved. Even though this is a small example I changed my perception and subsequently changed my outcome. 

Now what happens when we suffer for years, feeling drained and depleted, unfocused and unloved? The process  is a bit longer typically, however, when we focus not on time but on our goal we can work towards the lifestyle we desire every day. I am no stranger to suffering, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, hunger pangs, and daily spiritual attacks. However, I never acknowledged myself as a victim, I chose to be an "overcomer" a "victor". I believed that I could change my circumstances but I didn't look outside of myself or cleave to others to solve my problems. Eventually, I stopped even talking about my problems and began speaking inspiration into my life and only focused on what I could do with what I had at that moment. I may not have had money, but I had skills I could make money with. I may not have had the ability to travel but I had the internet. It was through the seeking of what I could do that enabled the transformation of my lifestyle. This lifestyle that is continuously evolving as I refine and uncover my more perfected self. 

Signs of Possession

I wanted to remind you of who you are in a powerful way in order to assist in fortifying your aura & inner strength before we dive into this topic. I began understanding that something was out of place with those around me the more I would meditate and stayed in alignment with my spiritual path and soul. Our family members and friends are closest to us early on and these are initially the first people we begin to notice disturbances in. It is common that as an individual begins to awaken to their own soul opposition is experienced. This opposition seeks to disconnect you from your soul in order to make you betray your personal truth over and over again. Each time we do what we feel is wrong or out of alignment for us we disconnect ourselves from our soul and draw ourselves closer to the darkness of humanity. This weakens our aura and creates within ourselves a disconnection from our true selves. We begin to feel empty and desperate to find anything in the outside world that makes us feel whole even for a moment. Chasing exterior illusion after illusion in the hopes that the feeling of wholeness will exist for longer than a moment. Again and again we are deceived. If we are truly loved by our higher self, what one would perceive as god or have loving spirit guides we will hit a "rock bottom". In this space of truly feeling the emptiness within we have the opportunity to re-establish a connection to the spark that is our soul. If we are wise we will cry out acknowledging the pain of deception and cleave only to our soul no longer giving ourselves over to deception. We may have moments in life where we must re-establish this connection and it's okay, forgive yourself and move forward with power once again.  

When I began to notice some family members and others had wicked attachments or were empty vessels for the opposite of what soul is or what some scholars call archons it was startling. I didn't talk to anyone about what I was seeing at first, I would just observe until I could figure out how to fight these beings and protect myself spiritually. Then one day I heard a video that made me aware of the power of language and chanting in order to remove entities. This spiritual teacher spoke with such power that in that moment I felt my body releasing minor attachments and felt so much better afterward. Even more in-tune with myself. I began purging any attachments on myself first and learned about regular energetic cleansing during meditation and with spiritual baths twice a week. I started my spiritual business a few months after this, as I was directed by spirit.     

Signs of Possession Within the Self

• Intrusive thoughts that make you feel like a "bad person" 
• What you can do about it: Claim sovereignty over your mind say "you do not consent to these thoughts" and demand that any spirits or entities sending these thoughts leave now! You can use the violet flame or go to a spiritual practitioner you trust to remove any attachments. You can do a head cleansing with sea salt and lemon juice.    
• Intrusive Sexual Imagery, Sexually Perverse Imagery, Sexually Intrusive Dreams, Nightmares, Violent Dreams, Violent Thoughts/ Images, and Increasing Sexual Impulses that are of a lower nature. 
• What you can do about it: You'll want to stop watching porn because attachments come often through this imagery, you can ween yourself off it if need be. Meditate feeling into your heart chakra allowing yourself to feel love within your body. You can do a divine love spiritual bath using Epsom salts, sea salt, rose water/oils, and rose petals. You will need to heal any sexual imbalances or trauma in the lower chakras (mainly the root chakra and sacral chakra). You can begin to journal about how these thoughts make you feel, where they may come from, and write out what a loving sexual connection would feel like to you. Claim sovereignty over yourself and demand these energies leave, re-affirming as often as you need to. 
• Saying Something in the flow of conversation or saying something mean to someone. After you may say "Oh I don't know where that came from" or "I don't know what came over me". This is not an attachment yet but the entity is trying to begin to influence you. We do have times we channel from the higher realms spiritually and those are natural and in no way oppressive to ourselves or others.  
• What you can do about it: Remain aware of your thoughts. Do a head cleansing using the steps outlined above. Claim sovereignty over yourself and affirm that you do not consent to these thoughts. 
• Feeling Unbalanced and Having Extremely Pessimistic Moods. A lot of times these entities will seek to isolate you making you think that "no one can understand you" and lulling you into a "victim mentality". When your moods and energy is effected you have the beginnings of a mild attachment. You may begin to blame others, become very angry, and become withdrawn or depressed. You may also experience not "feeling like yourself" Like any predatory energy these parasitic entities seek to make you feel alone. 
• What you can do about it: When this occurs you will have to call on your inner-will power and inner-strength. First things first get out of bed, turn off the TV/ Social Media/ the internet and clean up your space, Literally wipe down the walls with bleach if you have to. Open the windows or turn on all the lights. Claim sovereignty over yourself and claim that you do not consent to this attachment. Sage yourself or meditate focusing on christ light which is golden. You may even want to take a spiritual bath after you have done some proactive activities. Create a routine of being proactive about your life and do something small everyday that is in alignment with your personal goals and truths. Stagnation is the enemy here.  
• Feeling not in control of your thoughts (Experiencing Mind-Fog/Confusion) or actions. In this stage you are indeed possessed and the being is attempting to take over your body. You'll feel like something else takes over and you don't even know what you're doing. Those who have the gift of channeling are most at risk for this kind of possession. This is why when I channel I will meditate even quietly for a while first setting up a energetically protection barrier around me and being extremely discerning of any energy I channel. 
• What you can do about it: In order to re-claim your energy begin to reconnect with divine love. Feel this feeling strongly in your body and allow the bliss of divine love to flood your body, pushing the entity out. You can meditate or visualize your body bathed in golden christ light. These entities have no connection to source or soul so this will begin to detach them from you. If you have any attachment purge them, demanding with your voice that they leave and claim sovereignty over yourself. Be sure to say "you do not consent to this attachment." Then press your hands together in a "prayer" pose and say "close all portals". You con continue to cleanse with spiritual baths, sage, etc. Remain vigilant and practice spiritual protection. 

There are activities and mind states that open you up for attachments & possession. Below I will list these so you can be sure to be aware when you need to balance these activities and thoughts in your life. You don't have to cut everything out just remain aware so you can remain in-alignment with your soul daily. Spiritually we can maintain balance, these things are not "bad" per-say just should be done in a balanced way, without overindulging. Also it will be important not to give yourself over to procrastination because it puts us in a state of stagnation. Take breaks when you need to and be gentle with yourself doing things everyday that keep you in alignment. 

Activities & Thought Forms That Can Open You Up To Possession

• Watching Too Much Television
• Scrolling Through Social Media 
• Being on the Internet Aimlessly 
• Gossiping Constantly 
• Taking on a Victim Mentality 
• Hating Others & The World Around You 
• Overindulging in Alcohol or Other Substances
• Opening the Crown Chakra Too Fast  
• Believing Every Channel You Receive
• Overindulging in Sexual Energy in its Lower Forms
• Lying to Yourself 
• Overindulging in Pessimism 
• Overindulging in Optimism
• Mindless Eating 
• Not Taking Time to Meditate 
• Ignoring Nature 
• Overindulging in Plant Medicines 

This is by no means a complete list. Basically anything that takes you out of alignment with yourself is an activity you want to avoid or limit. Remember being too "spiritual" and "ungrounded" can be uncomfortable and induce a state of paranoia as well.  One of my guilty pleasures is "celebrity gossip". I tend to interpret everything through a lens of reading signs and understanding the deeper meaning even with celebrity gossip lol. It's a form of "play" for me. So don't judge yourself or others just remain in alignment and be yourself! Don't take life too seriously! Laugh a little. 

Signs of Possession Within Others

• Sudden Changes in mood or attitudes especially in a negative way 
• Being more withdrawn & depressed
• Talking down to others in a really mean way 
• Talking about how Life is Hopeless or "Sucks" Constantly 
• Sleeping All the Time Suddenly 
• Becoming Very Angry and/or Violent Suddenly 
• Dominating Others and Making Them Feel Inferior 
• When You Sage & They Start Coughing A Lot or Complaining It Stinks 
• Becoming Irritated When You Are Positive or Happy 
• Becoming Irritated or Leaving the Room Around Individuals Who Are Strongly Connected Spiritually 
• Speaking Badly or Trying to Disconnect You From People Who Are Positive or A Good Influence 
• Feeling a Shift in There Energy or Aura. This will give you a really bad feeling around this person and when you mention it they may try and make you think you're crazy 
• Engaging in Narcissistic Behaviors, Gaslighting etc.
• Engaging Deeply in a Fear-Based Consciousness 
• Changes in Voice and Speaking Patterns Suddenly (not because of puberty or anything like that, this will be extremely jarring and sudden)
• Doing Black Magic or claiming to talk to demons (now this isn't always bad it's part of some ppls spiritual journey to understand this aspect. However, a novice may have connected with an entity that is now controlling them) 

These are some basic signs of possession and you can do candle magic, energy work or hire a spiritual practitioner to get rid of the attachment. I personally have helped others release attachments from their loved ones and children. I remember I did energy work on a two year old that suddenly stopped talking and was staring in the corner all day. Right after I cleared her energy of the attachment the little girl began talking normally, laughing and didn't cry as much any more. 

I started noticing these signs in my family and I took steps to protect myself from them until I moved out. When people have attachments they aren't healing or clearing you will want to keep any or your future plans to yourself. These individuals will hate your individuality and passion about what you love. They will constantly put you down and add negative energy and disbelief to your plans. It's a crabs in the barrel mentality. They want to tear anyone down who dares to be different and isn't allowing themselves to be controlled by fear. I've had experiences where with my spiritual eye I knew a family member wasn't speaking but the entity was speaking through them. I did not allow myself to respond in an emotional way, I became the observer and when I spoke I spoke with power. 

These are examples of what I personally did to claim my sovereignty in the face of these entities. I did not get angry at the person I targeted the entity. The soul is pure don't be angry at the soul be angry and direct your energy at the attachment. 

Example #1

A family member began speaking down to me out of no where. I perceived the attachment and said to it (not them): "If you keep speaking to me that way I will do an exorcism and take your food away from you!" That family member actually stopped talking, turned around, and walked the body of my family member into their bedroom. This family member usually would make fun of stuff like this and he never said anything. This made me realize that the entity was in complete control in that moment not them. 

Example #2 

I woke up in the middle of the night to get a cup of water. A family member entered the kitchen and started arguing with me. They began threatening to hit me and were in my face. I was able to perceive the attachment and began chanting, "You will not touch me. You will not touch me. You will not touch me!" With every word I felt the force of my soul coming more and more into my body. That family member ended up turning around and walked away. 

Example #3

I was on a phone with an ex that had very deep emotional issues. These issues being unresolved made them susceptible to a high level entity attachment. I allowed them to purge and for house was meditating fortifying my aura as they spoke. The entity became more intrusive slowly chipping away at my aura, until I began to feel exhausted and felt my energy being syphoned. I hung up with them walked outside and asked my spirit guides for help. I received a vision of Archangel Michael fighting this entity on my behalf. He pushed it back and I felt better immediately. This taught me that it is important to remove ourselves from situations like this and call on our spirit team when needed. 

Moving Forward 

Always remember the power, compassion and love that exists within you. Do not allow the outside world to tempt you away from your soul. The most precious gift you have is your soul. This is why aspects of the physical world will try and tempt you away from your truth. If you weren't valuable, if your soul isn't valuable why does so much outside of you try to cloud your mind, manipulate you, and offer you what you desire most as a trade for your soul? Never betray yourself beloved, continue to be a seeker and don't allow anything to separate you from yourself and take away your self-confidence & self love.