Perception is Everything! Remaining in Your Inner JOY!!

 

In a Very Stressed World... What Will Be Will Be

It can feel overwhelming when the physical reality is asking for your attention. Within is where we find the parts of ourselves that will bring us the most peace. Inside is also where we find our pain and shadow aspects. We will then focus on the outside to try and alleviate the pain we feel. This does nothing for us but brings us out of alignment with ourselves and creates a cycle of stress. 

Going Within...

As we go within and seek to understand our shadow & release our pain we become more in alignment with our divine self. I have been doing energy work for clients for about 3 years & the relief assists when the heart becomes too heavy for an individual to do alone. Below are some techniques you can use to begin to crack open the heart & begin to heal. In this way you can begin to radiate with inner-JOY! 

Healing, Revealing & Relief 

• Journaling: This is a great technique for beginning to understand your own inner-thoughts and emotions. In this way you can begin to honor your inner child and shadow. 
  
• Give Up Judgment: When You choose to stop Judging yourself, you will naturally not judge others so harshly. Discernment is simply being aware. However, when judgement is passed on someone based on your personal trauma, you begin to see others in a warped way. This also makes the other the "enemy" & you a perpetual "victim". 
• Appreciating Triggers: When you become "triggered" or agitated by something someone says to you look at it as an opportunity to see something within yourself that you were previously unaware of. 
• Meditation: Meditation is the art of tuning in with the self. If you find thoughts becoming distracting, focus on the breath and allow thoughts to come and go, just refocusing as needed. 
• Body Scan Technique: Your cells are part of your kingdom. Therefore, it's important to clear negative and unwanted energies from them. You can lay down and go into meditation once you feel relaxed focus on your feet. Then Breathe in, focus on one spot on the feet. After you breathe in hold your point of attention and just imagine any negative energy being drawn to the point. After that release the negative energy on the out breath. Repeat this process as you move up your body in sections. 
• Affirmations: Positive Self-talk is really what affirmations are. When we use positive affirmations, we begin to shift our perception of our reality. Pay attention to any negative self-talk and when it comes up say something positive about yourself to yourself three times. This will help to realign your subconscious mind with you most joyous energy. 
• Celebrate for No Reason: When you are feeling stressed or depressed sometimes getting up and doing something will help to move the energy in a more joyful direction. Get up and clean, dance, sing, cook an amazing meal, put on your favorite song or watch something funny. Even going for a walk within nature or simply getting some sun will lift your spirits & keep you in alignment!
• If The Pain is Too Great:  Sometimes when we start our process of healing, we may reach a point where the pain becomes overwhelming. You'll want to reach out to and work with a knowledgeable practitioner. If you need assistance book with me here: Book Your Appointment with Aiiyah Awakens - Consulting/Business Services (setmore.com) You can also email me aiiyah.awakens@gmail.com or reach out to a practitioner, you resonate with. 

Inner-Joy & Perception

What fosters inner joy is a feeling of overwhelming gratitude. I was going to put gratitude on the list above. However, this is a topic that is asking for more expansion. I have used a gratitude list at some of the hardest points in my life & wrote what I was grateful for down for months. I would always charge my notebook with my heart chakra after. I would literally hug it close to my chest. Gratitude is a very powerful emotion for change & fostering inner joy. 

We are always manifesting based on our emotional energy. The missing piece of manifesting is emotion, not just intention. Therefore, we are always manifesting. However, when we receive what we don't want, we end up manifesting situations that bring us more pain based on our constant focus on emotional pain. When we aren't healing those negative emotions, situations will keep showing up that reinforce those emotions. It is a sign that we need to address these emotions & release them for healing. Once we heal, release, & change our frequency, things will change on the outside. Fostering inner-joy & healing is the way to shift our perception to a more loving reality. 

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Update: Galactic Messages, Spiritual Wars & Possession on the Rise

 

Galactic Wars &Channeled Messages

Spiritual beings are often perceived as living in their own world or called "crazy". However, when we look at the state of the world, we understand the resonating energy has to be coming from somewhere. All dimensions and realities are connected. When we understand spiritual principles or hermetic laws (as above so below) we understand that what happens in the heavens, happens here also. Although it expresses itself in a more physical way.  

I channeled some messages recently about what's happening in the heavens. In other realms our higher-selves, ancestors, & spirit guides many times are engaged in these "wars". We are at the end of the Kali Yuga and will be entering the Sata Yuga or golden age soon enough. We could enter the golden age in 5 years or 1,000 years, spiritually time doesn't matter. What we experience with linear time here is not the same in other realms. Other realms may not experience time at all. 

The wars are connected to destroying or transmuting lower vibrational parasitic entities. What spirit showed me was like these different races of beings that are working together to try and overcome beings with souls. I haven't been seeing the beings with souls losing this war. What I'm seeing is that these soulless beings have unimaginable numbers. The purpose of the war is to transmute these soulless beings and expel them out of every reality. In order for the natural order to be restored across many realms. 

Why is Possession on the Rise?   

Where does possession fit into all of this? Well, because this war is happening in the spiritual realms, the soulless beings are working to keep spiritual individuals from discovering their purpose and doing the work to assist in the transmuting of these lower energies. The soulless beings simultaneously are trying everything to possess individuals in order to drain energy. So, the war is "As Above So Below". The "As Within So Without" aspect has to do with healing our inner energy in order to create a frequency that is balanced. Once our inner energy is balanced, we can manifest the healed expression of this energy in our outer reality. One example of this energy is going from a space of not loving ourselves to an energy of self-love, thus creating a more balanced outer reality. The outer reality will go from attracting narcissists and people that take advantage of you to a reality of attracting people who truly appreciate you. The first way aspect of possession happens within thoughts. I will give the signs of possession and lower vibrational energies being in your environment below. 

Signs of Possession & Unbalanced Lower Vibrational Energies Around You 

    Signs of Lower Vibrational Energies in Your Environment 

• Bugs & Animals: Roaches, Flies, Earwigs, Maggots, Centipedes, Rats, Mice, Possum etc.:  These bugs and animals will appear in your environment when lower vibrational energies are presenting themselves. You'll want to clear, clean and banish these energies. 
• Smells: Shit Smells, Mold Smells Etc. : Certain Smells will be an indicator of low-vibrational energies, trying to infiltrate your environment. The advice is the same as above. Be sure to also look into moving to another space. 
• Feelings: Sadness, Depression, Anger, Self-Hate: This may be other energies coming around you to influence your energy or you are feeling into the fluctuations in energy of the city or town you live in. If you rent a room, live with family, or live in an apartment complex you may be pulling in the energy from the people around you. You'll want to create a spiritual defense system, by creating a crystal grid in your space. I would recommend using black tourmaline and placing it near doors and windows. You'll want to fight the energy by clearing your own energy and changing the vibration by either putting music on, listening to positive affirmations or something motivational. You'll also want to call your energy back.

    Signs of Possession 

• Dream Invasion: You'll get entities coming to you in dreams that either come to you sexually (incubus/ succubus), wanting you to "worship" them, or sending you wicked visions or disgusting sexual, violent, or dirty visions. This is in an attempt to break through your consciousness. You'll want to either lucid dream & fight or when you wake up go into meditation and fight the entities, use the violent flame and change the frequency of your environment. Protection magick is very important at this time. You all can contact myself or a practitioner you trust, My email is: Aiiyah.awakens@gmail,com 
• Sending Thoughts: The thoughts will be perverse sexual thoughts, acts of extreme violence, and bugs (roaches, maggots etc.) or animals (rats, rabid animals etc.).  These entities use this technique in order to trick you into believing that these are your thoughts and induce a feeling of shame so they can lower your vibration and access your energy. Stand in your power! 
• Saying Things, You Didn't Mean to Say: Have you ever said something and right after said "I don't know where that came from?" Sometimes it's positive because our higher self or ancestors are channeling wisdom through us. However, when it's an energy that seeks to manipulate or make the other person feel bad, many times the entity has come through you to seek to draw energy from the other person. 
• Involuntary Bodily Movements: These is a very severe form of possession. You will be wanting you hand or body to do one thing, but it won't listen to you. Typically, you are under a severe form of possession. You will need to contact a partitioner for help. Even to do this the entity will try to resist. Sometimes even when you aren't under a bodily possession sometimes the entity mentally will try to have you cancel an appointment or not contact a practitioner that can help. 
• Lost Time: Lost time is a severe form of possession. Some of you may have lost time for other reasons so this isn't absolute. However, if someone comes to you complaining about how you talked to them or treated them then you are certainly under a form of possession. the entity can now take you over when it wants to and acts in the world through you.  

Moving Foward

Things most likely won't get "better" per say. The earth has been overrun by soulless beings for a while now. As the earth's frequency is raising a lot of these entities can no longer exist in this environment. This will create some craziness in anyone who is possessed or doesn't have a soul for a while. So, expect people to act a little more insane than usual. As long as we are following our intuition and soul, I believe whole heartedly that no danger would come to any of us. This doesn't mean life is "easy" it just means we will make it through our challenges & learn from them. I hope this helped you in some way and feel free to book with me here https://aiiyahawakens.setmore.com/  

Pluto Return to the USA: Destruction of Illusion

 

What many call "bad luck" is an opportunity for growth and change. Have you noticed more "crisis" moments and "bad luck" for yourself or those around you lately? This is because on 2/22/2022 Pluto returned to the USA. I don't believe the States will have a big "fall" like so many spiritualists and truthers are "predicting". This kind of talk comes from jaded individuals who are bias in their perspective. This is a messed-up system, and it has to change and is in fact changing. Complaining, acting self-righteous, and inducing fear will not do anything to change things but rather keep you spinning your wheels and never feeling beyond the 3d illusion. Feeling is the basis of spiritual truth. What is uncomfortable in the physical many times strengthens the soul and deepens one's ability to perceive things from a spiritual perspective. The USA has a 13 destiny, which doesn't indicate a fall but rather a huge shift. This destruction is more of an inner evolution, embrace it and make the changes necessary to begin to embody more of your spiritual energy. Change is uncomfortable and if you have been experiencing a hard time lately use your intuition and examine the areas of your life that need shifting. Life doesn't happen to you it happens through you and just as joy is temporary, pain is temporary do not become too wrapped up in either.   

The End of Blame Shifting

It's healthy to acknowledge when friendships or relationships are over and move on without malice. Many individuals are still caught up in duality and are looking for someone to blame for their pain and "cut off" as a way to reclaim "power" they have never had and/or never lost. Nobody on earth has a complete manual about how life is supposed to go, we are here figuring it out. This realm of existence is the great equalizer and no matter how much you have it together in other realms and dimensions; you project a part of yourself here with amnesia, so you have an opportunity to uncover your own soul with a blank slate. Taking personal responsibility for yourself without blaming others for you having to do so is imperative to self-awareness. What I'm seeing increasingly is people shifting the blame to others and never taking personal responsibility. You can't run away from yourself all your life and Pluto is here to put an end to that, sit down and take a good long look at yourself and allow the uncovering to commence. 

Using The Physical to Gauge the Spiritual is Dead!

This sub-heading may seem a little off putting, however this is something I have been contemplating deeply since Pluto return. In society we shun the expression of emotion, especially emotion we deem "undesirable" like rage and heart wrenching sadness. We look at couples or people arguing and judge them automatically calling the situation "toxic". We look at people going through a crisis moment or not having it all together as having karma or being "judged" by some higher power. This kind of thinking is the disease not the remedy. Life is NOT rainbows and sunshine; if it were the soul would never evolve. 

Those who are loved by spirit tend to experience the most pain. Even if a very strong empath has a perfect life the pain they will feel in their heart for others will be unsurpassed. It is the pain that teaches us the harshness of the reality and sets the stage for true soul evolution. 

Why does the lotus bloom in muddy waters? I have to speak a little bit about using the physical to gauge another person's karma. I hate to break it to you, but karma doesn't exist the way many people are using the term. Karma is merely the universal law of cause and effect. Many individuals are using the concept of karma and what someone has in the physical as an apparatus to deem how "powerful" or worthy someone is spiritually. This reality is merely a light show, it's a beautiful light show but it is merely projection. Since this is the case does it make sense to judge a soul based on a limited reality? It is folly and foolishness. Therefore, I would suggest ending judgement of the self and others. Live with a loving heart and cut through the projection, "triggers", and "what someone looks like" in order to seek deeper understanding of spiritual wisdom. On a side note: what someone looks like includes emotional expression that many deem as "crazy", "angry" or "intolerable". If you feel behind the energy instead of getting triggered, you will come to a deeper understanding of yourself and others. 

Bad Luck is Just Old Energy Clearing

If you're one of the lucky ones the Pluto Return to the USA has been a bit challenging for you. This is okay as Pluto is Scorpio's ruler. Scorpio is also represented by the death card in tarot. This is not just endings, but it is inevitable endings and new beginnings. I can spend my time looking deep within myself and trying to perfect myself, if another is not there to be a mirror for me, I'll never change and grow. This goes for us being a mirror for others as well. This time will bring endings to associations, friendships, and relationships that are stagnant and dead. These endings aren't always easy and even the new beginnings aren't the easiest to deal with. However, this energy brings with it great opportunities for huge shifts. Remember don't look at individuals for what they are going through at this time as this is a huge "test" for everyone. Instead focus on yourself and on clearing your own energy and making those big leaps forward.     

Cultivating Ultimate Willpower

Willpower may seem in the realm of "self-help", however many spiritualists struggle with staying on track. We all go through healing and personal situations. Those who are on their spiritual path have another dynamic to contend with. This other dynamic includes not only emotional healing, but ascension symptoms which can be quite debilitating along with balancing normal life activities. 

Distractions

No matter where you are in life if you are aspiring achieve more on your path and stay in alignment limiting distractions is important. You may have to start saying NO sometimes when you have something else that needs addressing. Being aware of what your long term goals are and breaking them down into smaller more manageable goals (baby steps) lol. 

On a spiritual level you do have non-physical entities that will come through others around you that are more unconscious. You'll notice these people will try and offer you what you desire at first. Whether you want a break and to "party" or go shopping, or go out to dinner, they'll even offer to pay or find a way to paint a picture that is more alluring. This is why controlling your desires and being aware of what you want the most is more important. 

The next stage once you decline whatever the unconscious or unaware being is offering then other things may happen to create distractions. You may notice for example; when you're meditating they may start making loud noises, you'll be on a call and they'll start banging or come to talk to you, and any number of uncomfortable situations. They may become more nasty and start putting you down or talking down to you and making demands in extreme cases. Just hold your frequency and do what you can to make yourself stay in alignment with yourself. You may feel even days where you are strangely tired or your energy is drained because these non-physical entities or archons operate as parasites and look to drain you energetically. You may at that stage needs to take steps to protect yourself energetically, meditate, do a reversal ritual and/or take a spiritual bath (or shower) to clear and protect your energy. 

Finding Your Most Natural Energetic State 

Many times the distractions on social media and in the reality in general is designed to pull your energy/attention away from yourself.  Part of the process is to daily re-center your energy on yourself. It will be important to discern what your most natural energetic state is. Going back in your memory to a time or a day when you felt most like yourself is important here. 

Your most natural state may be: joyful, goofy, quiet, relaxed and/or anything else. Just go back and remember how that felt. Everyday work on re-centering yourself into that energy. You may have to spend a portion of the day doing art, meditating, going for a walk/exercising, listening to uplifting music etc. Do not get so into this part of the day that your procrastinate the day away. The purpose is only to re-center your energy on yourself. Then go about your day as productive as possible and as in alignment as you can be for your own spiritual path. 

These steps will help you stay in alignment and cultivate your own personal ultimate willpower. Be loving to yourself and focus on yourself from a space of divine love. 

This is a FREE worksheet you can do once a day to help keep you in alignment with your ultimate willpower.   

Ultimate Willpower Worksheet

Oh My Soul: The Devourer

 

Backwards Spirituality

There are levels or stages to our awakening. The reason I am starting with the topic of backwards spirituality is because what many are calling "spiritual practice" is truly thinly veiled egoism & religionism. I am "right" and you are "wrong" mentality is what will typically stunt spiritual growth. Being the observer and constantly looking to learn is a trait of the wise. The wise are aware that they don't hold all perspectives and observe, as well as, listen before giving opinions. Others may have referred to me as wise, however, I see myself as an explorer or one who is constantly learning. 

Since spirituality has become popularized in recent years the mind control & fear has become more apparent. The soul doesn't know fear because it does not fear death. The ego or "personality" fears non-existence because it knows inherently it does not exist. Each soul is a unique aspect of a larger whole. Our personality is constructed over time based on "experience" and perception given to us by the reality around us. When we tune into our soul it may be a stark contrast to the actual reality. The is why Isis or Auset says "no one has lifted my veil & seen my face". You have not lifted the veil around your own soul to see yourself. While it is beneficial for all individuals to question the nature of reality and engage in spiritual practice, it is counter productive to assume you know all where you are; instead of remaining open to new-wisdom as an explorer. When we look for a leader instead of leading ourselves and don't remain open to learning from others we become stagnate and ridged. There is a balance between being fluid & grounded, being earth and air, learning to also flow in between worlds like water and forge new paths like fire. 

Oh My Soul: The Devourer 

In our spiritual practice as we evolve and grow we come across many crossroads. Often times we are faced with remaining comfortable in what we are used to or taking the road less traveled. The road less traveled is often times where the most growth is required, however, it's a hard choice to leave what we know for the unknown. Taking the path that leads to the unknown requires us to sacrifice the comfort of what we already know.

A few weeks ago I started having visions and dreams of my own soul but she seemed like a demoness or a devourer. I felt like she was coming after me to devour me and I was confused as to why this was happening. I have always trusted my soul because she has always lead me with compassion. So this level of aggression was unsettling. I, however, decided to not freak out or give into fear but rather to become the observer. So I observed this new energy coming to me. This is an unveiling of my own soul. Going beyond separate dimensions, separate realities, what is considered "evil" & what is considered "good". Instead perceiving compassion exists for all beings regardless of "levels", identity, and war like separation. It's not us versus them it's only US. 

So as my soul came to me over the period of a few weeks I just observed these dreams and finally was faced with the devourer aspect of my own soul. I sacrificed an aspect of my identity or personality. That indeed was constructed in this reality and for this reality. In order to give my soul more space to exist in part in my body and beyond. Astrology gives us great insight into our personality construct. I call this a "personality construct" because the personality is only a tool to navigate this reality and nothing more. The gnostics looked at the planets as the original "archons" and us being under the influence of these entities was looked at as wicked. The planets are not wicked but represent a divine order and give us a path for self-actualization as a sovereign soul. We can look into the 12 labors of Zeus, which also represents the zodiac, as a mythology of us becoming our own hero. As we conquer the lower aspects of the zodiac we become our own hero and become free. Truly sovereign.    

Do Not Give Into Fear

As the energy on the planet shifts many of us are being faced with our souls as our devourer and are going through a dark night of the soul. The dark night of the soul is when we are faced with the aspects of ourselves we try to hide from or ignore. It could be pain from our childhood, inherent anger, pain, depression ect. These aspects must be released so we can connect with our own soul on a deeper level. We sacrifice this energy that blocks us, places blame on others, shuts down our ability to feel divine love on the alter of the soul. Asking our soul to compassionately devour that which does not belong to us any longer. 

The Truth of  This Reality

Look all around you, everything in this reality consumes something. The leaves fall away in Autumn, decay and nourish the tree it once belonged to. The animals consume each other & plants. Plants consume water and air. We all consume the air and water. Honoring these cycles and being in a vibration of appreciation and divine love the process becomes one of compassion. In the bible Jesus said of the bread "this is my body, take this and eat in remembrance of me."  He said the same about the wine turning it to his blood. On a lower level this has been perverted and is mock cannibalism. On a higher level this is an allegory about sacrificing our energy not for ourselves but for others. When we are spent and depleted we find the truth within ourselves, it's the unveiling of the true essence of our soul. We learn we are not here for ourselves but for others, for each other. 

When we balance this perspective we learn to balance sacrifice with our willpower. There is nothing in this illusion that is here for you other that spiritual essence & other souls. When we can see the divine within ourselves, in what is decay and morose, we begin to see with the eyes of the divine and recognize the divinity in everything around us. No longer offended, full of hate or full of sadness. We become the golden Christ light and the devouring darkness all at once. Absolving all paradoxes and becoming the whole, true self.  

Overcoming Fear & Tuning Into The Divine You

 

Beginning to Move Past Fear...

After months of consideration I have come to a space where I feel comfortable enough discussing this topic in full. What has been going on in the world and even within many so-called "spiritual" circles fear is present and pushed as a form of protection. Fear is not protection but disconnection and I will explain this more thoroughly here. 

When we indulge in fear we are putting a block on actually feeling our true emotions. Fear of death is the main way that many of us are manipulated into going against our soul. When we go against our true emotions and soul we create a disconnection with our soul within our body; mainly in the heart chakra. The heart chakra is important because the soul emanates from the heart chakra into the body. If you want to reconnect with yourself in a deeper way facing your fear is going to be imperative. When you move past your fear, go slow. As you tune into your heart chakra in meditation or contemplation certain memories or emotions may come to the surface. Journaling may be a good tool to sort out how you are feeling and analyze where emotions are coming from. Journaling is is also effective when you want to discern where in your body you are feeling your past trauma come to the surface. Where you feel trauma in your body is actually where your cells are storing that trauma. Building the feeling of divine love and compassion in your body will help you to clear and purge this trauma. Get excited about the connection you are re-establishing with you soul and who you will be on the other side of your healing process. 

Overcoming Fear of Death

Fear of death is pushed in the media and culture incessantly since we are children. You will have to change your relationship with death, understanding it as a natural cycle. Understanding as well that the soul does not die but rather transcends this reality. Those who have witnessed violent deaths or have had loved ones pass early on tend to have the most trauma around death. 

Through meditation and contemplation I have been able to overcome the fear of death for the most part. I'm sure I have deeper levels to go but I can confidently say I am no longer afraid and don't feel as distraught when loved ones pass. Now when someone passes I will meditate and send the soul energy for their transition or set up an alter for them to ensure the soul has the healing and energy it needs to transcend peacefully. Also do not feel bad for crying and feeling loss when others pass. The feeling of grief is a testament to how much we have loved that soul while they were hear in the physical body. When you try and remain "strong" all you do is store those emotions of grief in the body and drag out the process causing issues spiritually, emotionally, and even physically later on. The oak tree will break when a storm comes that is strong, however the bamboo tree bends with the wind of the storm. Be flexible and loving with yourself when we have to weather emotional storms or traumatic events. Feeling is natural and the grieving process is also natural.   

I personally did a meditation ritual one evening where I was lead by my ancestors to overcome the fear of death. I want to explain that here to you so you can understand more deeply how spiritual initiations work and how we can overcome the fear of death within ourselves. Long before this initiation happened when I was about 13 I was lead to think about death every night before I went to bed for about a month. I didn't dread this I found it rather interesting. I would dive into my mind in the darkness and feel my body tense up and fear over take me as I contemplated what death was. I was faced with my own mortality and the finite reality of my earthly existence. It took great courage to overcome these emotions and to keep going back until I was able to figure out what death meant to me. On the last night I had a breakthrough, it felt like within me a golden light poured out and I had clarity about this topic finally. What I became aware of was that my soul is infinite. We can understand this with our mind but until we feel it in our body and have even a spiritual experience we don't understand this concept intimately. As we contemplate death and heal our trauma we become closer and closer to the truth that is buried inside each of us. 

Last year another initiation into overcoming the fear of death on a higher spiritual level was triggered. I was directed by my ancestors to light candles, sage and go into a meditation after having a spiritual bath to cleanse my aura. As I went into meditation I was all of a sudden at a bon fire at night with my ancestors. There was drumming and dancing we were all chatting happily. Then I was kidnapped (sort of lol) by the head shaman and buried alive. The head shaman could perform rituals such as these because he had the ability to remain connected to the soul of the initiate and could mitigate any potential danger. As I was in this grave covered with dirt I came face to face with the feminine spirit of death. She went into my body and shared her secrets with me energetically. I was soul traveling and once I had overcome the shaman pulled me from the grave and all my ancestors were in a state of joy for me. I came too from my meditation and felt just amazing that I was initiated deeper into the mystery of my immortal soul understanding intimately that although my physical body is limited my soul is not. I just felt so much joy and love at this accomplishment. 

Mechanism of Fear

Fear is an agent of disconnection, while love draws in and draws together. Any law, action, or energy imposed upon you that causes separation and imposes its will upon you like an overbearing boss is an archonic energy and an agent of fear. Now sometimes inferiority comes from envy or jealously; these emotions all come from a feeling of lack and not understanding the gift of infinite love and acceptance we have within ourselves. 

You will be able to understand when you are being manipulated by fear energetically by recognizing these signs: 

• Feeling like you're being forced, coerced, or threatened into doing something you don't want to do. Usually some sort of  "consequences" are used as a tool to instill fear into you so you "obey" 
• When sharing your goals or individuality others who are agents of fear may try to place doubt within you or plainly say you can't do something trying to spread the fear that is inside of them to you 
• Any being or energy that seeks to dominate another 
• Any spiritualist, teacher, or person that makes it seem like you have to go to them for all the answers instead of teaching you how to tune into things yourself/ doesn't encourage you to come up with your own unique perspective 
• Any energy, person or organization that takes away or minimizes your independence or independent thought (a lot of times these kinds of energies will try and impose group think)   
• Sharing problems in the world or in life without sharing any solutions. A lot of so called "woke" individuals or "spiritual teachers" induce a fear mind-state without showing you any solutions 
• Agents of fear will us manipulated data or information to try and assert their dominance without encouraging you to do your own research 
• Agents of fear will make fun of or try to find ways to silence anyone who has a different point of view
• Lastly, you'll feel it in your body when the energy is off or when you're being manipulated so it's important to remain aware of how your body feels & what emotions are rising up in you and why. This will tell you everything you need to know. 

Be courageous and choose your soul, choose divine love over the manipulation of those who want to control others. Remember who you are and remember you have the most precious gift within yourself and it's called your soul. Cleave to your soul and expand your consciousness. 

Summing It Up!  

Now that we have explored how fear is used to manipulate individuals we can explore what fear actually does and why I call it a non-emotion. Fear is a non-emotion because it shuts down the ability to tune into real emotions. Notice when you are in a state of fear your mind doesn't work in a cohesive way. You feel panicked, make mistakes, and may begin to overthink about all these "bad" scenarios, instead of calming down and coming up with solutions. Fear shuts down and creates a frozen stagnant state within the self. Fear actually makes us avoid our true emotions holding them back like a dam until these emotions explode forward out of control. Emotion metaphysically is energy in motion. Anything that stops us from acknowledging our true emotions and moving through them is detrimental to our spiritual, mental & emotional health. I implore you to just think back to a time when you were afraid and notice your response to that fear. Notice how it froze you, gave you anxiety, and made you think about the worst happening. What happened when you moved past that fear? Was there a solution that became apparent, was the reality as bad as you thought when you faced that fear? 

Some will say fear helps us acknowledge when we are in dangerous situations. While it is a function of the ego to protect our life and keep us aware of any dangers. Being aware and being frozen in fear are two different things. When I've been in dangerous situations I don't respond by freezing, I've responded in the past by becoming extremely calm and focusing on the solution. When fear was imposed upon me over long periods of time by others that was what I found most stressful. Over time I learned to become extremely calm and come up with a strategy moving forward, ignoring how other people would talk to me and try to instill fear in me daily. This takes a lot of inner-strength so remember your soul and continue to develop spiritually. You are a creator being and seeing what you don't want in life will motivate you towards what you do want in life. What you know you deserve. Use any situation you want to move out of as motivation. You only know what's truly inside of you, unleash the strength, joy and love inside of you. I've seen people overcome insurmountable circumstances. If one person can overcome any single one of us can and if no one believes in you believe in yourself first and foremost.    

Signs of Possession & How to Reclaim Your Soul

 

Who You Really Are! 

Possession is such a morose topic which is why this inspiring image is placed above as a reminder of your divine infinite self. You exist as an infinite, beautiful, and compassionate being filled with Joy! It is always up to you to choose your joy over the lesser energies of human existence. It is in the hardest times we experience that we become aware of the quality of our soul. A small example of this personally is when a few years back I found myself stranded in Harlem, NY. The train schedule had changed and I would be stuck there until the next day. I was distraught, feeling alone, and walking around aimlessly feeling bad for myself. I didn't have enough money to get an uber or taxi home and in that moment I saw not the opportunities around me only the pain of my situation. Then I decided to build into my energy body the feeling of an opening, a way, hope. I felt within myself love and compassion and all of a sudden; although I was still walking alone, I felt joy and I didn't feel alone anymore. I thanked my higher self and spirit guides for their comfort. Then I had an idea and posted on social media asking if anyone was near Harlem. Someone answered the post I messaged them and ended up getting a ride home. Feeling relieved. Even though this is a small example I changed my perception and subsequently changed my outcome. 

Now what happens when we suffer for years, feeling drained and depleted, unfocused and unloved? The process  is a bit longer typically, however, when we focus not on time but on our goal we can work towards the lifestyle we desire every day. I am no stranger to suffering, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, hunger pangs, and daily spiritual attacks. However, I never acknowledged myself as a victim, I chose to be an "overcomer" a "victor". I believed that I could change my circumstances but I didn't look outside of myself or cleave to others to solve my problems. Eventually, I stopped even talking about my problems and began speaking inspiration into my life and only focused on what I could do with what I had at that moment. I may not have had money, but I had skills I could make money with. I may not have had the ability to travel but I had the internet. It was through the seeking of what I could do that enabled the transformation of my lifestyle. This lifestyle that is continuously evolving as I refine and uncover my more perfected self. 

Signs of Possession

I wanted to remind you of who you are in a powerful way in order to assist in fortifying your aura & inner strength before we dive into this topic. I began understanding that something was out of place with those around me the more I would meditate and stayed in alignment with my spiritual path and soul. Our family members and friends are closest to us early on and these are initially the first people we begin to notice disturbances in. It is common that as an individual begins to awaken to their own soul opposition is experienced. This opposition seeks to disconnect you from your soul in order to make you betray your personal truth over and over again. Each time we do what we feel is wrong or out of alignment for us we disconnect ourselves from our soul and draw ourselves closer to the darkness of humanity. This weakens our aura and creates within ourselves a disconnection from our true selves. We begin to feel empty and desperate to find anything in the outside world that makes us feel whole even for a moment. Chasing exterior illusion after illusion in the hopes that the feeling of wholeness will exist for longer than a moment. Again and again we are deceived. If we are truly loved by our higher self, what one would perceive as god or have loving spirit guides we will hit a "rock bottom". In this space of truly feeling the emptiness within we have the opportunity to re-establish a connection to the spark that is our soul. If we are wise we will cry out acknowledging the pain of deception and cleave only to our soul no longer giving ourselves over to deception. We may have moments in life where we must re-establish this connection and it's okay, forgive yourself and move forward with power once again.  

When I began to notice some family members and others had wicked attachments or were empty vessels for the opposite of what soul is or what some scholars call archons it was startling. I didn't talk to anyone about what I was seeing at first, I would just observe until I could figure out how to fight these beings and protect myself spiritually. Then one day I heard a video that made me aware of the power of language and chanting in order to remove entities. This spiritual teacher spoke with such power that in that moment I felt my body releasing minor attachments and felt so much better afterward. Even more in-tune with myself. I began purging any attachments on myself first and learned about regular energetic cleansing during meditation and with spiritual baths twice a week. I started my spiritual business a few months after this, as I was directed by spirit.     

Signs of Possession Within the Self

• Intrusive thoughts that make you feel like a "bad person" 
• What you can do about it: Claim sovereignty over your mind say "you do not consent to these thoughts" and demand that any spirits or entities sending these thoughts leave now! You can use the violet flame or go to a spiritual practitioner you trust to remove any attachments. You can do a head cleansing with sea salt and lemon juice.    
• Intrusive Sexual Imagery, Sexually Perverse Imagery, Sexually Intrusive Dreams, Nightmares, Violent Dreams, Violent Thoughts/ Images, and Increasing Sexual Impulses that are of a lower nature. 
• What you can do about it: You'll want to stop watching porn because attachments come often through this imagery, you can ween yourself off it if need be. Meditate feeling into your heart chakra allowing yourself to feel love within your body. You can do a divine love spiritual bath using Epsom salts, sea salt, rose water/oils, and rose petals. You will need to heal any sexual imbalances or trauma in the lower chakras (mainly the root chakra and sacral chakra). You can begin to journal about how these thoughts make you feel, where they may come from, and write out what a loving sexual connection would feel like to you. Claim sovereignty over yourself and demand these energies leave, re-affirming as often as you need to. 
• Saying Something in the flow of conversation or saying something mean to someone. After you may say "Oh I don't know where that came from" or "I don't know what came over me". This is not an attachment yet but the entity is trying to begin to influence you. We do have times we channel from the higher realms spiritually and those are natural and in no way oppressive to ourselves or others.  
• What you can do about it: Remain aware of your thoughts. Do a head cleansing using the steps outlined above. Claim sovereignty over yourself and affirm that you do not consent to these thoughts. 
• Feeling Unbalanced and Having Extremely Pessimistic Moods. A lot of times these entities will seek to isolate you making you think that "no one can understand you" and lulling you into a "victim mentality". When your moods and energy is effected you have the beginnings of a mild attachment. You may begin to blame others, become very angry, and become withdrawn or depressed. You may also experience not "feeling like yourself" Like any predatory energy these parasitic entities seek to make you feel alone. 
• What you can do about it: When this occurs you will have to call on your inner-will power and inner-strength. First things first get out of bed, turn off the TV/ Social Media/ the internet and clean up your space, Literally wipe down the walls with bleach if you have to. Open the windows or turn on all the lights. Claim sovereignty over yourself and claim that you do not consent to this attachment. Sage yourself or meditate focusing on christ light which is golden. You may even want to take a spiritual bath after you have done some proactive activities. Create a routine of being proactive about your life and do something small everyday that is in alignment with your personal goals and truths. Stagnation is the enemy here.  
• Feeling not in control of your thoughts (Experiencing Mind-Fog/Confusion) or actions. In this stage you are indeed possessed and the being is attempting to take over your body. You'll feel like something else takes over and you don't even know what you're doing. Those who have the gift of channeling are most at risk for this kind of possession. This is why when I channel I will meditate even quietly for a while first setting up a energetically protection barrier around me and being extremely discerning of any energy I channel. 
• What you can do about it: In order to re-claim your energy begin to reconnect with divine love. Feel this feeling strongly in your body and allow the bliss of divine love to flood your body, pushing the entity out. You can meditate or visualize your body bathed in golden christ light. These entities have no connection to source or soul so this will begin to detach them from you. If you have any attachment purge them, demanding with your voice that they leave and claim sovereignty over yourself. Be sure to say "you do not consent to this attachment." Then press your hands together in a "prayer" pose and say "close all portals". You con continue to cleanse with spiritual baths, sage, etc. Remain vigilant and practice spiritual protection. 

There are activities and mind states that open you up for attachments & possession. Below I will list these so you can be sure to be aware when you need to balance these activities and thoughts in your life. You don't have to cut everything out just remain aware so you can remain in-alignment with your soul daily. Spiritually we can maintain balance, these things are not "bad" per-say just should be done in a balanced way, without overindulging. Also it will be important not to give yourself over to procrastination because it puts us in a state of stagnation. Take breaks when you need to and be gentle with yourself doing things everyday that keep you in alignment. 

Activities & Thought Forms That Can Open You Up To Possession

• Watching Too Much Television
• Scrolling Through Social Media 
• Being on the Internet Aimlessly 
• Gossiping Constantly 
• Taking on a Victim Mentality 
• Hating Others & The World Around You 
• Overindulging in Alcohol or Other Substances
• Opening the Crown Chakra Too Fast  
• Believing Every Channel You Receive
• Overindulging in Sexual Energy in its Lower Forms
• Lying to Yourself 
• Overindulging in Pessimism 
• Overindulging in Optimism
• Mindless Eating 
• Not Taking Time to Meditate 
• Ignoring Nature 
• Overindulging in Plant Medicines 

This is by no means a complete list. Basically anything that takes you out of alignment with yourself is an activity you want to avoid or limit. Remember being too "spiritual" and "ungrounded" can be uncomfortable and induce a state of paranoia as well.  One of my guilty pleasures is "celebrity gossip". I tend to interpret everything through a lens of reading signs and understanding the deeper meaning even with celebrity gossip lol. It's a form of "play" for me. So don't judge yourself or others just remain in alignment and be yourself! Don't take life too seriously! Laugh a little. 

Signs of Possession Within Others

• Sudden Changes in mood or attitudes especially in a negative way 
• Being more withdrawn & depressed
• Talking down to others in a really mean way 
• Talking about how Life is Hopeless or "Sucks" Constantly 
• Sleeping All the Time Suddenly 
• Becoming Very Angry and/or Violent Suddenly 
• Dominating Others and Making Them Feel Inferior 
• When You Sage & They Start Coughing A Lot or Complaining It Stinks 
• Becoming Irritated When You Are Positive or Happy 
• Becoming Irritated or Leaving the Room Around Individuals Who Are Strongly Connected Spiritually 
• Speaking Badly or Trying to Disconnect You From People Who Are Positive or A Good Influence 
• Feeling a Shift in There Energy or Aura. This will give you a really bad feeling around this person and when you mention it they may try and make you think you're crazy 
• Engaging in Narcissistic Behaviors, Gaslighting etc.
• Engaging Deeply in a Fear-Based Consciousness 
• Changes in Voice and Speaking Patterns Suddenly (not because of puberty or anything like that, this will be extremely jarring and sudden)
• Doing Black Magic or claiming to talk to demons (now this isn't always bad it's part of some ppls spiritual journey to understand this aspect. However, a novice may have connected with an entity that is now controlling them) 

These are some basic signs of possession and you can do candle magic, energy work or hire a spiritual practitioner to get rid of the attachment. I personally have helped others release attachments from their loved ones and children. I remember I did energy work on a two year old that suddenly stopped talking and was staring in the corner all day. Right after I cleared her energy of the attachment the little girl began talking normally, laughing and didn't cry as much any more. 

I started noticing these signs in my family and I took steps to protect myself from them until I moved out. When people have attachments they aren't healing or clearing you will want to keep any or your future plans to yourself. These individuals will hate your individuality and passion about what you love. They will constantly put you down and add negative energy and disbelief to your plans. It's a crabs in the barrel mentality. They want to tear anyone down who dares to be different and isn't allowing themselves to be controlled by fear. I've had experiences where with my spiritual eye I knew a family member wasn't speaking but the entity was speaking through them. I did not allow myself to respond in an emotional way, I became the observer and when I spoke I spoke with power. 

These are examples of what I personally did to claim my sovereignty in the face of these entities. I did not get angry at the person I targeted the entity. The soul is pure don't be angry at the soul be angry and direct your energy at the attachment. 

Example #1

A family member began speaking down to me out of no where. I perceived the attachment and said to it (not them): "If you keep speaking to me that way I will do an exorcism and take your food away from you!" That family member actually stopped talking, turned around, and walked the body of my family member into their bedroom. This family member usually would make fun of stuff like this and he never said anything. This made me realize that the entity was in complete control in that moment not them. 

Example #2 

I woke up in the middle of the night to get a cup of water. A family member entered the kitchen and started arguing with me. They began threatening to hit me and were in my face. I was able to perceive the attachment and began chanting, "You will not touch me. You will not touch me. You will not touch me!" With every word I felt the force of my soul coming more and more into my body. That family member ended up turning around and walked away. 

Example #3

I was on a phone with an ex that had very deep emotional issues. These issues being unresolved made them susceptible to a high level entity attachment. I allowed them to purge and for house was meditating fortifying my aura as they spoke. The entity became more intrusive slowly chipping away at my aura, until I began to feel exhausted and felt my energy being syphoned. I hung up with them walked outside and asked my spirit guides for help. I received a vision of Archangel Michael fighting this entity on my behalf. He pushed it back and I felt better immediately. This taught me that it is important to remove ourselves from situations like this and call on our spirit team when needed. 

Moving Forward 

Always remember the power, compassion and love that exists within you. Do not allow the outside world to tempt you away from your soul. The most precious gift you have is your soul. This is why aspects of the physical world will try and tempt you away from your truth. If you weren't valuable, if your soul isn't valuable why does so much outside of you try to cloud your mind, manipulate you, and offer you what you desire most as a trade for your soul? Never betray yourself beloved, continue to be a seeker and don't allow anything to separate you from yourself and take away your self-confidence & self love.