The Return of The Sacred Bull

The 7 Worlds

I had a dream recently in which I was transported into 3 levels, the first two parts of the dream were like levels of consciousness and this third part of the dream was a spiritual consciousness. I was sucked into the earth on the second dream and I was transported to 7 mystical or magical worlds. These worlds consisted of fairies, primordial beings, earth elementals (specifically the trees), light beings, transcendence of the animals into a higher consciousness, a world of sacred geometry (& beings that exist there). There was more as well but they were all sort of mixed up, worlds and sub-worlds. I started going into these different worlds as a messenger and was asking these beings to wake up. I was telling them it's time to awaken and teaching them. The last world I went to was with the white wolves, they were very large like dire wolves.

The Wolves 

The wolves felt very native, like Native American but even more expanded. The forest was dark and mystical. The sounds were vibrant and even though it was dark everything seemed to sparkle. I was in the middle of a circle of wolves; surrounded by them. I had to fight them but they would not hurt me, it was just a test. Once I passed the test, I was speaking to them in the middle of the circle. Then all of a sudden I turned into the sacred bull.

The Sacred Bull

As I turned into this sacred white bull, the skin of the bull was glowing with all these star glyphs. This is why I added them to the image above to at least give a feel for what I was experiencing. The wolves started saying like telepathically, "You are one of us, it's the return of the sacred bull." Then they started bowing their heads and chanting, "You are the sacred bull, you are the sacred bull, you are the scared bull..." Then I work up.

I had to research the sacred bull after I woke up form this dream. I believe this dream is a message for the collective and I'm honored to have had this experience so I can share it with you. The sacred bull is not mine alone but is significant to all of us as a collective. Now what does it mean?

Native American Mythology 

This legend comes from the  Lakota (Sioux) Nation that is native to North America. The legend of the white buffalo calf woman most strongly resonated with the dream I had. In this legend two young men are out hunting and out of nowhere a beautiful young woman dressed in white buckskin appeared. One man recognized her as a sacred being and lowered his eyes. The other was overcome with lust and walk towards the woman, she covered them in a cloud of dust and when the dust cleared he was a a pile of bones and ash. She walked towards the other hunter and told him not to be afraid she had merely fulfilled the other man's desire and he lived a lifetime in an instant. She told the other man to go back to the village and tell everyone to pray to get ready for her. He listened to her.

When the woman came to the village she gave them a sacred bundle, taught the people the 7 sacred arts and the 7 sacred ways to pray (I'm not going to get into them now for times sake). Before the woman left she turned into 4 different bulls representing the 4 ages where she would look back upon the people. First, was a black buffalo, then she walked a little further laid down and got up, turned into a yellow buffalo. She did this again and turned into a red buffalo, then a white buffalo lastly. This last transformation was the fulfillment of the white buffalo calf prophecy. The sacred bundle the woman left with the Lakota is still in South Dakota and guarded by the natives there. The buffalo represented the four directions of the winds, north, south, east, and west. Also, representing the four races of man but I have a little discrepancy with this because it feels more like souls to me then skin color.

Anyway this is what this prophecy represents “With the return of the White Buffalo, it is a sign that prayers are being heard, that the sacred pipe is being honored, and that the promises of prophecy are being fulfilled. White Buffalo signals a time of abundance and plenty"(from Sams and Carson, Medicine cards). You can read this full legend here.

The Sacred Bull in Other Cultures

• Nandi- The sacred bull of Shiva in  Hindu. This was said to be Shiva's animal form and was white symbolizing purity and justice.
• Apis- Egyptian God Son of Hathor (Cow Goddess), prominent in Memphis, Some ancient writers say he was begotten by a ray of light from heaven. Also associated with Ptah & Osiris. 
• Marduk- Ancient Babylonian god his name means "bull-calf of the sun". Ruler of destinies and is said to have defeated the "ancient ones" (very much seems like Zeus on a side note). He is also called "Bel" which means "Lord". He is also known as lord of lords.... He defeated his mother Tiamat in the mythology. This is very reminiscent of the Sophia Yaldabaoth mythology in Gnosticism. Hmmm... I have some questions on this one seems like an imposter archonic god but nevertheless all beings have their purpose. This could also be a re-telling of the original marduk, or "bull-calf of the sun" of Babylon or Mesopotamia.      
• Moloch- The bull god said to be worshipped by the Caninities. This god apparently is associated with child sacrifice. (side note: whewww I wasn't ready for this rabbit hole)    

After Reading a Little More

So after reading a little more about the sacred bull gods from around the world, I have come to this conclusion. It seems there is an impostor god who feeds on the energy of others and uses this image to their benefit for fear based traditions. There is another associated with fertility and the coming of a new age. The older depictions of the sacred bull are far more positive and the later traditions seem to be a degradation of the original being. Then we have the Native Americans who received a clear message about the sacred bull or buffalo and it's transformation throughout the ages. Could it be as the patriarchy took further control the ways of the feminine were lost? Were ancient symbols inverted and used for acts of terror against all of humanity? I'll leave you with that question. Perhaps as we look back in history at the rise and fall of the sacred bull, we can see now these old layers are being stripped away. This is a renewal and reawakening of consciousness, the return of the sacred bull, wielded by the great mother herself. I implore you to question everything and not only think critically but feel into these energies.

Yo Girl,
Nine

The Lucifer Venus Connection

How I Got Started With Demonology

This is a pretty recent manifestation: Due to my experience chanting over and doing energy work on clients to pull these sort of parasitic entities out of their body and energy body. Demons I noticed really had nothing to do with these attachments. Some had ancestors that needed to be exiled from the DNA, others had parasitic attachments. On the highest levels these attachments even existed in the 9th dimension, there were attachments from ex's and from people who worked magic in order to attach to and draw magic from the chakras of clients. Not one demon to be found, only parasites and vampires.

Occult Tarot

I recently purchased The Occult Tarot  from Travis McHenry. This tarot mainly deals with the 72 demons or the Goetia mentioned in "The Lesser Keys of Solomon" with some lovely add-ons. On a side note it's better to research the daemons instead of depending on the "suggestions" on the top of the deck that have the names of the traditional tarot cards. The suggestions about which tarot card the card is supposed to resonate with really isn't accurate. These cards have a whole life of their own honestly, and it's better to research and get to know these entities. I also would not use the ritual or leave any offerings for these entities. Adepts know that all these energies exist inside of us. The scholar Bobby Hemmitt was able to decode the 72 goetia as different chakras or "activation points" inside of the pineal glad creating the tetragrammaton. The Angels being the other 72 activation points in the mind (not the pineal glad) as rulers of the pineal gland. 

Okay so moving on, this deck has been fascinating to me and one of the first cards I pulled was Lucifer and Azazel. This got me thinking about a reply I left on a facebook post, explaining that Lucifer and Venus were different aspects of the same being. Sounds weird right? I started researching for this blog post on Venus and Lucifer, I was able to get channeled messages from both entities as well.

Understanding, I've been doing spiritual work for a while now and not one demon or daemon to be found. I actually started calling these attached entities "dirty dark" spirits, understanding now that they are opportunistic parasites. The daemons can be used to understand how to transcend our own animal nature, just like the zodiac represents our animalistic nature. We are to conquer our lower nature in order to become perfected. The angels rule over the Zodiac or star constellations. Just as your mind is over the pineal gland. We are to reach a higher consciousness above this as well, as we learn to merge with our higher (or highest) self, which is closest to source. Your pineal glad is not evil the daemons are "fallen or lower angels" they have positive and negative aspects. The fallen angels taught us about the knowledge of the heavens, art, herbalism, how to use crystals, divination, metal working, and much more. 

Lucifer: The Morning Star

Lucifer is called the morning star in the bible, Jesus is also called the morning star in the bible. Jesus I feel is an entity created to confuse people about this ancient information. I have a theory that Lucifer fell around the time that humans got lost in their desires (lower nature) and became trapped in the physical body. This would coincide with the fall of Atlantis. We used to be able to materialize and de-materialize our human body at will. At this time I believe many people are at the beginning stages of reawakening this ability via astral projection. Lucifer they say was jealous and wanted God's throne for himself. Maybe he wanted this because he wanted his own sovereignty? This lead to the war in heaven, and the fall of some of the angels.

The Temptation

This false god is called Jehovah or Yaldabaoth. Lucifer is said to be the serpent that tempted Eve in the garden of Eden. What he did was give her free will, because being in the garden was essentially a prison for this false god as his "creations". Why would a benevolent god become angry because someone was given wisdom. Is it that he didn't want them to know who he truly was? Other scholars have guessed that perhaps Azazel (who is a watcher) was the serpent in the garden, and others think the serpent was Sophia or even Lilith herself. Perhaps all these deities are actually connected and different aspects of wisdom.

Wisdom is Bad?

When the angels decided they wanted to make love to the women of earth, once again this Jehovah or Yaldabaoth became angry but not why you think. Although he says the angels "defiled themselves" he also was angry because the Angels began teaching their lovers about divination, magick, the use of herbs, astrology, etc., WISDOM. These were regarded as "the secrets of heaven". I received a channeled message about the offspring of the Nephilim or giants that were conceived by women and angels from Lucifer, as well. I will discuss this below. Lucifer: The Liberator (in Gnosticism), force, light, Oneness, Akasha.   

Channeled Messages From Lucifer     

Him: "All Occult information must be kept secret fore it is sacred."

Me: Why?

Him: "We gave the secrets to humanity once & they created all manners of wickedness, in their ignorance." 

Me: Who were the Nephilim & why were they giants?

Him: "Well, some of the women we mated with were too low vibrational to conceive divine beings, so those came out as giants. A few of them did, however, create divine beings on earth."

This was all I asked for the purpose of this blog. I do want to mention on a side note that the giants were created because the soul energy that was supposed to come through the woman was too high vibrational for her womb. The energy instead became big bodies and small souls. Also, I find it weird that this god basically was not allowing Angels to be sovereign. This for me is a huge red flag. All beings should be sovereign and able to have free will, even angels.

Venus: The Morning Star 

I used the ancient Venus in the blog image because women's bodies are curvy and sensual, this is a manifestation of the Venus energy herself. We as women should not be ashamed of curvy sensual bodies, this is an expression of our feminine nature.

We will deal with Venus in astrology starting off. Lucifer "the light barer" and Venus have something in common, they are both known as "the morning star". Venus additionally is known as the evening star. This happens because the planet Venus's cycle in the sky is roughly 9 months as the morning star, 9 months as the evening star and one month she can not be seen. This month is broken up into the transitional period between her positions in the sky. Venus happens to be the third brightest object in the sky behind the sun and moon. Venus also reflects the light of the sun.

Interesting Astrology Facts

• Venus Falls in Virgo
• Venus is Risen in Pisces
• Venus is at a Detriment in Scorpio

The website I read this on had interesting reasons for their interpretation of Venus in these astrological placements. I wish I remembered which website it was because I surely would mention them here. A Virgo/Venus relationship is one of imbalance because one party has to sacrifice for the other. A Venus/Scorpio relationship is one of bondage where one party is dominated by the other. A Venus/Pisces relationship is balanced because both parties experience give and take equally, while being sensitive and able to express themselves fully.

The Death & Rebirth 

Venus "the morning star" is all about self-love, Venus "the evening star" is all about Self-less love. When Venus disappears she is said to be undergoing a transformation, or a death only to be reborn. The lesson of Venus teaches us how we can balance self-less love and self-love in a healthy way. In mythology Venus is born of the sea-foam (resonating with emotions) and when she goes into the underworld she is tricked by her sister and killed, only to be re-born. Interesting how the astrology and mythology mirror one another.

Channeled Message From Venus

Me: Venus, what would you like to say?

Venus: "I am the mother of the earth, that links the earth to the cosmos, a gateway [portal]."

Me: What about your negative aspects?

Venus: "I am honest, I show my jealousy & rage in order to show others what is a lower expression of the Venus energy, the path they should not follow. My vulnerability is my strength."

Me: What is your connection with Lucifer?

Venus: "Well What did he have to say... I am the Masculine... He is... the feminine... we are one yet distinct. Lucifer gives light. I give healing."

Now the last message was transmitted as a coded message. I know what she means but I will let you decide for yourself what it means. What's the fun in figuring things out if someone gives you all the answers. That's all for now.

-Nine   

Unleash Your Higher-Self & Divine Potential

It's Always Been YOU Holding You Back!

I have noticed lately that anxiety, paranoia, over-thinking and other negative feeling traits seem to be just spewing out of people. This isn't negative in my experience, I just find it interesting. Even the few emotional upheavals I have had, really happened to be lingering emotional trauma coming to the surface to be healed. Thankfully I have done a lot of work in the past to balance my ego and clearing trauma so this was minor compared to what I am seeing in the world and all over social media. 

The frequencies on the planet, the other planetary and cosmic energies seem to be creating a purge. We have asked for this, remember we are co-creators of this reality. Anyone who has been dishonest with themselves are not going to be able to hide anymore. They can try their best but the truth will come spewing out. No more holding your tongue and seething in jealousy, envy, and hate secretly. This is a time of growth and clearing out the old or drowning in your own filthy decaying states of being. Even the government has barely been able to hide their agendas. The wicked agendas have become obvious for many people and for some the reality is very hard to accept. This has caused some to have rapid awakenings and this can be very confusing and difficult to go through, especially at such a tumultuous time in history. 

When we go into ourselves and start to examine limiting cycles, beliefs, and release old trauma we realize it has always been ourselves holding us back. I especially want to take time in this next section to talk about how our ego can be tricky and manipulative. We have to outsmart our own ego and come to a state of honesty within ourselves to create true breakthroughs. 

Playing Hide And Seek With Our Ego

Many people even in spiritual communities and occultists practice from a space of ego, using low magic to impose their human will onto this reality. I call this low magick because they use tools outside of themselves without really even knowing what the purpose of those tools are. I'm gonna give it to you straight. The outside deities, alters, candles, rituals and tools are used in order to assist in reprogramming the subconscious mind. You are using outside tools to align the energies within yourself. This is the secret, the issue is with intention. 

When we do our magickal practice while being out of alignment with our higher-self we experience unnecessary frustration, exhaustion, and mishaps. Many may have some results on their spiritual path but are not drawing in the power they could have because they are not getting the channels from their own higher self to keep them in alignment. Why, because before they started their spiritual journey they haven't dealt with their subconscious programming, trauma, and haven't experienced true transformation. These people are still indulging daily in their humanity while wearing a new "identity". I-Deity or identity is the ego. Truly our soul is no-thing, it is intangible and endless. As the saying goes, a pig wearing lipstick, is still a PIG.  

At this time all the healing many haven't done is coming to the surface and it's becoming more and more apparent every day. We can no longer hide from ourselves. It's time to align the self with the self. It is time to leave our victimhood behind, let go of our need for control, and balance our own ego. We play hide and seek by believing we are different than what we were but never looking inside at our own pain and releasing our own guilt. The ego sneaks in by creating situations of delusion and believing something other than ourselves is creating our reality. 

True Transformation

The ego or "I-Entity" doesn't want to die. This is why it will create situation after situation in order to create stasis and keep things as they always have been. In our humanity we crave comfort and knowing how things work in our reality, but life doesn't truly happen in our comfort zone. Life happens at the edge of of comfort zone, when we lean over and look into the void fearless. 

At first overcoming our old selves feels like a huge burden to overcome. However, as you work one step at a time it gets easier and easier to overcome the old ego self and step into your new more aligned reality. Much within us will fight against this transformation but the harder the reality fights back the more change is actually occurring. By using your will to focus on yourself instead of others you will overcome and create real lasting change in your reality. 

Your first step towards true alignment is nourishing yourself by aligning with your higher-self. You can do this simply through meditation and once relaxed ask your higher-self to reveal itself to you. This way you can begin the process of communication. I've heard once before, "the angels in heaven say the gods are on earth".  It's more of a paraphrase, anyway I bring this up because it brings me to another point. I also came across a phrase in my runes book that confirms this perspective in a different way. It said "If the phrase as above so below is true, then we also nourish our higher-selves." 

We are already divine beings even in our human form, when we honor ourselves in this form we honor and send energy to our higher-self as well. Think about how aggressive the programming is in this reality to make you believe you are nothing but a wretch and "sinner". Even in mundane reality we are fed the programming "you're only human". This is supposed to comfort us when we feel bad but it's truly an attack on our consciousness and creates an excuse for us to not take responsibility for ourselves and make a change. You are not merely a "human", you are an infinite being from source having a human experience. Interesting that this phrase is usually said when you are sad or upset about something and your aura is not as strong as it usually is, I don't think this is a mistake. It may be unconscious and used in a way that is "unaware", but it doesn't make demeaning phrases any less dangerous to true soul sovereignty.  

Level UP!

If you want to make it to your next level, then take time to release guilt, release hate, release anxiety, let go of jealousy and heal your trauma.  It's also important question your motives, question why you think the way you do, choose to be a victor not a victim and claim you divine birthright as a Sovereign Being. Taking care of yourself is the most important thing you can do, and focusing on yourself will give you the ability to Level Up. This will also make you more relaxed as you ride the ups and downs of life. Life can be unpredictable and when we stay in our center we have the ability to navigate from a space of being clear about our mission and destiny. Remember you don't have a "destiny" you create one. Even before you come into this reality, your destiny is a seed within your consciousness that YOU created and planted, so you can have the joy of re-discovery in this lifetime. Now that you are aware of all this information, your destiny is in your hands, what will you do with it?  

Why Karma Is A Soul Trap

What is Karma?

Karma is a Buddhist concept, this is a "religion" and a world religion at that. I'm not the expert on Buddhism but I do want to deal with the doctrine of karma briefly here. Buddhists value all life and don't believe in killing, yet we kill to eat and nourish our bodies. Karma at its core means deeds or action. The concept of every action has a reaction, but karma is a lower form of this concept. If we believe our deeds are immortal how can we transcend them? Being a "good little boy" or "good little girl" isn't going to transmute immortal deeds or actions. What you believe you conceive and this world is dense with trap after trap to keep your soul here in this matrix. Your soul is not your body and while your soul learns the lessons of your incarnations it is released from the body at the end of your earthly incarnation. If all you have is your DNA and the knowledge it contains then you become beholden to and trapped by the DNA aka your humanity. Yet we transcend the DNA, and absorb the wisdom we have learned without being attached to it. If you feel regret, guilt, or any of these low frequencies your frequency isn't lite enough to transcend this reality and you will be trapped by the astral light to come back here. Many times we hear about the soul or heart being weighed and to transcend this matrix it must be lite as a feather. This is even spoken about in ancient Egyptian mythologies. They were giving us the keys to the kingdom. It's up to us to truly figure out what it all means and put the pieces together.  

Hermeticism The Law of Cause And Effect 

The law of cause and effect is the 6th law of hermeticism. It's very interesting information to digest. We can get confused and believe that the law of karma is the same as the law of cause and effect. The law of cause and effect is self-empowering and the principle of karma is disempowering for the soul. When we observe the world around us we can perceive that some people seem to be in a state of constantly reacting to their circumstances and others that create circumstances. They move about this plane not realizing they give their power away by merely choosing to be obedient to the environment, the wills of others, subconscious programming, heredity, and so on and so forth. There are others that choose not to react but rather to be the creator of their reality, the masters of their destiny. They are not beholden to the desires of others stronger than them, work on emotional control, are not lost in trying to be nice for the sake of appeasing others, have learned to deprogram the subconscious mind, are not beholden to even their own character or ego, and choose to create instead of reacting. This is what it means to follow your own soul's wisdom and remain in your own divine alignment. 

The causers are strategic and do not bow down to anyone. They stand in their own power and choose to consciously create their reality. While every cause has an effect will you choose to be the causer or the affected?      

These are two radically different angles of light. While every action has a reaction what is your intention and how are you manifesting your will in your own personal world? I can give an example of pushing a marble across a table. Someone has to push the marble to make it move and maybe if the marble hits something with enough force it can knock it over quite easily. If the person pushing the marble can't knock the other object over directly, they may try and direct the marble to move around the object or observe a weak point and hit the object there.   

We can imagine that the object is an obstacle in life and we are learning how to direct our energy in order to move beyond and master that obstacle. It takes more skill and determination to be the causer than to lay down as the affected and let others dictate your path in life for you. 

Perspective Shift

If you had no fear of judgment what would you do? Karma is based on fear this is why I ask this question. This principle of karma is misleading in that it makes us think if we are just good enough we can make it off this plane of reality. This is incredibly insidious and wicked.

Life is entanglement. We are always going to create a form of entanglement and when we engage with the energy of others and take it personally our heart becomes heavy and we replay that situation over and over again until we learn to release that energy. Karma, when we think about it, is unrealistic. It is unrealistic because unless we talk to no-one and eat nothing we can't escape this cycle. This is how we know this concept is false. So when we break this down on an esoteric level we can understand how to achieve true soul sovereignty and liberty.

In order to achieve true soul sovereignty and liberty, we must let go of cycles. This is what new agers call "breaking karmic ties". While this is a real concept it is still misunderstood in the sense that people try and justify the existence of karma, while trying to convince others of breaking karmic ties. Simply let go of your waters or emotions around the situation, person, or concept. This is how you keep your soul lite, by choosing to not take things personally. Then you can focus on caring for yourself and manifesting what your true soul's desire is you are becoming someone who is a Causer and releasing the bondage of being someone who is always effected as a victim. 

Into Tarot I Go To Decode My Mind & Find My Soul

The Sacred Art of Tarot

My first deck was actually the Chakra Oracle Card Deck. I had no idea about cards or how to read them I was in my local spiritual shop and something draw me to these cards so I bought them. Instantly I fell in love. I already was channeling through writing and scrying. This was the next step. I started pulling cards for everyone in my family and for friends as often as I could. Tarot is considered one of the 4 Royal Arts. The other three are Numerology, Astrology, and Psychic Development or being an "oracle". When I bought my first Tarot Deck things got interesting. I was doing readings for myself every day and studying the meanings of the cards based on my intuition every day. Before I bought my first tarot deck I was doing chakra readings, cord-cutting ceremonies, and intuitive reading through channeling. Once I bought the tarot deck and understood what the cards mean and how to use them I was able to channel messages directly through the cards. 

Meditation

Meditation is the first module of my master class. Meditation allows us to tap into the self and come into a space of alignment. There is more than one way to get into a flow state. The flow state is something that many athletes experience. This is an intense focus that creates a mediative state. You can do a walking meditation if you find it difficult to sit still and concentrate. I usually will put on meditation music and allow my mind to relax as I walk. As you relax into the rhythm of your body you will create a flow state and the world will begin to open up to you. You may begin to see trees, stars, and even people differently. You can even begin to see auras and feel more intensely. This is what it is to truly tap in.     

Your Emotional Compass

Writing down your dreams in the morning or focusing on the feeling of your dreams when you wake up will help you tap in as well. If you're having trouble remembering dreams, once again, you can tap in through feeling into your dreams. Understanding your emotions is pivotal for your personal development. So much in our lives leads to us suppressing and repressing our emotions, then we have a tower moment or major blow up at some point. This is because we were trying to make it all work while being out of alignment with the divine in ourselves. The emotions can be likened to a compass and they point us in the direction that is best for us. Listen to yourself and how you actually feel not how you're supposed to feel based on other people's perceptions. Understanding this also assists you in achieving clarity when reading your tarot cards. 

Energy Body Clarity

Saging your space, taking saltwater baths, and cleaning out your body with fasting and certain teas can assist in clearing the energetic body. On a side note when you sage keep the windows closed to absorb negative energy and then open the windows and allow the energy to clear out. Once your space is clear you can set the energy you want by charging certain oils (put them on the stove in a pot of water and let them boil out for a little while), burning in-cents or using florida water. 

You can learn a little about the chakras and use singing bowls or meditation music you resonate with to slowly tap into your body through meditation. You can start at your feet and move up your body breathing through any areas where the energy feels kinda slow or blocked. I do this every day and I have the most sluggish days when I do this in the afternoon or wait to do my meditation. First thing in the morning is the best time to do this from what I've found personally.  

Breaking Down The Meanings of The Cards

Tarot is complex and I will make this post the first in a series so you can really get to a space of understanding how to use tarot. Tarot is a divination system that first and foremost assists you by helping you understand where you are energetically (which translates to the physical reality). This assists you in seeing where you are going in order to rectify certain energies and create greater alignment with your higher self and your personal destiny.  

Tarot encompasses archetypal energy, astrology, and numerology. This is a method for reading the divine mind. The different tarot card spreads help to channel the energy. One example is a three-card spread. Position 1 would be the past, position 2 would be the present and position 3 would be the future. You can create your own spreads and card patterns for your own readings. This is beneficial because your spirit divines in its own way and creating your own system for divining will bring you greater clarity for your readings. I personally will pull cards as a stream of consciousness so I don't actually use card patterns but instead organize the chaos. I just intuitively know which cards go together and what the themes are. This skill has been developed through ten years of meditation and a continual spiritual practice since I was a child, even when I didn't realize it. Since we are and have been in a quickening you may not need that much time to master the tarot and yourself in your own way.  

Numerology in Tarot

You can actually add up the number in the spread and get another dimension on the read of these energies. I have my own way of reading the energy in numbers based on the different dimensions of reality 0 through 9. Just how we have angel or "angle" numbers that give you a certain perspective based on the vibration of those numbers. Just how the bottom of the deck will give you a certain vibration based on the overall energy of your reading. 

I'll give a quick interpretation based on the way I break down the energy of numbers, if you want to use it as a guide for yourself please do. If you see repeating numbers in your reading then that's an indication that the vibration of that number is very strong for you presently. 

Numerology Break Down

0- The Void, The Unmanifested, Where All Potentiality Exists, The Resonates With The Fool Card In Tarot & New Beginnings (Feminine)

1- The Self, The First Manifestation, The First Light Out of The Void, This Resonates with The Magician Card In Tarot, The Master Manifestor (Masculine) 

2- The Other, Duality, Balance, The Self Aligned With The Self (higher & lower self), The High Priestess In Tarot, (The dark and light pillars on this card represent duality and balance of the masculine and feminine) 

3- This is two energies coming together to create or birth another energy.  This is a New Point of View or reference point. This is creation. In Tarot this resonates with The Empress Card in Tarot. This card is the divine mother and can to some extent represent the harvest or birth of a new energy. (more complex then just feminine and masculine- it's both the create a third energy) Witches do things in three so that they manifest in the physical. 

4- This is physical manifestation. This is synonymous with the body or structure. This connects the mind, body, and spirit with the physical reality, this is grounding. This also represents time. This is The Emperor Card in Tarot. This resonates with Saturn as well as the four winds. (this is a feminine number (manifestation) with a masculine energy of grounding) 

5- This is the physical body or five-pointed star. This represents the 5 elements: Fire, Water, Wind, Earth, and Eather. Eather being the soul or spirit that is manifested through the physical body. This is a broader perspective outside of time. This is the enlightened or divine self, manifested in the physical realm. This resonates with The Hierophant Card in Tarot. This card represents spiritual power and authority or the high priest. This is why the two people at the bottom of the card are bowing to the hierophant. This resonates with traditions or creating new traditions based on its position. (This is a masculine spiritual energy, so it can be a balanced masculine (balanced in his feminine energies as well) who is dealing with something beyond the physical yet has power and authority in the physical)

6- This number resonates with the divine union of the masculine and feminine. It's three twice being complete within the self. This is the higher concept of true androgeny. This resonates with "the lovers" card in tarot. This is the divine union. (this is the balance of masculine and feminine energy within the self) 

7- This number resonates with christ consciousness. I feel some aquarian energy in that this is dealing with broader perspectives when it comes to humanity and the soul of the earth herself. This is mastery of not only the physical realm but mastering your emotions and staying the course spiritually. This number resonates with mysticism and connecting the spiritual with the physical. This is overcoming obstacles with emotional and spiritual balance and discipline. This resonates with The Chariot Card in Tarot. In this card, the man riding the chariot (being on his path) is learning to move through these energies while balancing his emotions and opposing energies by "reigning them in". (This is using the masculine energy to create balance spiritually) 

8- The number 8 turned on its side is infinity. This resonates with infinite awareness. This card represents renewal and redemption. This is becoming a new being and is a higher consciousness. This also represents virtue and spiritual purity. This resonates with the Strength Card in tarot. The white this woman is wearing represents spiritual purity, the flowers are a blooming representing renewal. The woman in this card is taming the lion or taming her animal nature. (This is a feminine number resonating with higher consciousness dealing with the polarity of renewal the opposite of the initial manifestation with the number 1) 

9-  This is the Zero Manifested or The Void Manifested! This is the "Triple Triad" representing Completion. This is completion of Beginnings, Middles, and Ends. Physical, Emotional, and Spiritual Completion. This number is divine in the earthly, Angelic, and celestial realms. This number is 90 degrees three times, representing 360 degrees. 9 is the limit of all numbers and thus is all-encompassing. This is all possibilities manifested. This number represents divine truth as well. This resonates with the Hermit Card in Tarot (and in the next cycle the world card). The hermit represents spiritual growth, accomplishment, and mastery. The Hermit uses wisdom to guide him and he has accomplished a heightened spiritual consciousness. 

Grounding The Tarot

I wasn't thinking I would break down the first half of the Major Archana with the numbers but I have and so on my next part in this series we will deal with the second half of the major arcana. These are higher energies that will deal with the core 0-9 dimensions but in a new way. 

All of the suits in tarot deal with higher and lower aspects of these energies this is why tarot truly reads the soul and the tarot assists us in understanding our divine mind. After the hermit is th wheel of fortune. I'm not going to say much now but it is definitely going to get interesting as we get deeper into the archetypal mind.  Thank You all for reading and if you want a personal reading be sure to email me: empressisabel.info@gmail.com You can also message me on facebook (Isabel montero)

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Let's Get Magickal!! Practical Magick Everyday!

Everything is magick. How you got here alone was a ritual, it may have been a drunken, haphazard ritual but nonetheless, it was a powerful ritual that brought you into union with your physical vehicle. You are a spark of the infinite having a human experience. You alone know your true purpose for being here. Brushing our teeth, for example, is a powerful ritual. This is a powerful ritual because you do it every day and thus have energy that is added to this ritual daily. You can take basic everyday habits and hack them to add energy to what you are manifesting in the physical reality. This is all about intention and continued focus. The rest of the day you don't think about brushing your teeth and this can allow space for the ritual to align in the spiritual realm what you want to manifest in the physical realm.

Your Very Powerful Mind

The power of the mind is played down drastically in society. We have heard that old programming that most people only use 10 percent of our "brains". This isn't even a logical or coherent line of thinking. The mental aspect of the soul uses the brain as simply a physical tool. Did you know that the heart begins beating in the womb before the brain is more than a liquid with some erratic electrical impulses.

Okay so back to this "10 perfect of the brain mess". This is a deep programming the brain is alive and anything in the body that no longer has energy moving through it dies. The trick is to be able to consciously control your mind. Most people have animalistic impulses that lie under a thin veneer of self-righteousness and control. One heated argument or inconvenience in their modern lives and we will see the true nature of most people. Take more of these modern comforts away and we will see even more truth. The truth is that most people lack emotional balance and control. Emotional control is one of the first forms of self-control and these modern working conditions in counties like America perpetuate a cycle of mental slavery. This mental slavery suppresses souls and keeps many people distracted from the true soul's work.

Another perspective is that when humans are not focused on survival which today entails working one maybe even two jobs to "survive", they have the ability to expand into their true higher nature. Most people don't have time to focus on expanding their awareness and consciousness as spiritual beings having a human experience. The sad truth is that most people don't want to. This 2020 pandemic has shown us the who's who of individuals asking for expansion and awareness and those who have wasted time in fear and confusion. People subscribe to spirituality and the idea of soul sovereignty when times are good but collapse into fear when that belief is challenged.

Emotional control and sovereignty expands beyond the workplace. Choosing a strategy when speaking your mind is imperative. Especially because aspects of life are war-like, especially when dealing with these war-like cultures and societies. We have been taught that there isn't enough to go around. Yet when we look at the earth fruit bears abundantly, root vegetables are widely available, and animals are around even in the winter for food if nothing else is around. Abundance is your birthright, you have enough air to breathe to keep your body alive and this is a form of abundance that isn't appreciated.

The magickal mind sees what others just can not perceive. You see abundance and sustenance when others simply can not see it. In this matrix, the magickal mind sees and creates an opportunity even when the reality would try and convince them otherwise. This is a daily practice of observing and feeling your inner abundance and strength. Never allowing the reality to dictate our perception but rather our perception dictates reality.

A Matter of The Heart 

The spiritual warrior is engaged in the life long work of the self, aligning with the self. Vulnerability is a powerful state. However, remaining vulnerable in our day to day lives isn't wise. Putting off our ego is liberating. It is wise to remember that the ego has a function and the healthy ego is balanced. When the heart is open it's magick is powerful. We can send out waves of intention with the heart. New agers will say everything is energy, this is true but narrow, everything is MAGICK! The magic of the heart is that when we have emotional control we can choose when and where to open our heart. Thus our heart is not in the driver's seat, our soul is operating the heart and the body with clarity.

When you use your heart for manifesting in the now you feel what your true reality of your highest potential is now. This is a powerful tool.

How To Manifest In The Now

When you manifest in the now you proactively align the self with the self. Channels like Abraham-Hicks call this the Vortex and "getting into your vortex". This is literally aligning within the self. What is the reality that gives you the most joy? This reality isn't based on a lack consciousness. So if you want more money or feel lonely so you want a relationship this will not yield the results that are in alignment with your soul's true desire. If you already had all the love and money you need what would be left. What's left is your soul's mission your greatest alignment within the self.

Meditation For Alignment With The Now 

You can do this as a walking meditation, sit in a comfortable position, or lay down in a comfortable position. I usually use 432hz meditation music or singing bowls.

1. Breathe through your body, as you pull in the breath imagine the breath at your feet and slowly move the breath up the body till you reach the top of your head.

2. Once you feel relaxed. I would align in the solar plexus but it can be any chakra or area of the body that resonates and ask the feeling of your most aligned reality to come forth.

3. Feel into this "feeling" or emotion. With every in-breath go deeper and with every out-breath feel the fullness of the emotion or feeling filling your body.

4. Do this until you are ready to stop.

5. End your meditation in any way that feels in alignment for you. 

Following Your Soul's True Desire

You are a magickal, spiritual being having a human experience. When you are in alignment and in your joy it feels like you are running towards your true infinite self, with enthusiasm and joy. On the opposite end of the spectrum when we are out of alignment we feel much differently. The emotions that come up may be depression, feeling lost, feeling sad, and feeling lonely or alone. It is a daily practice to remain in alignment. This takes questioning how we feel, why we feel this way, and taking time to create balance. Life can be busy but this is not an excuse for ignoring this important aspect of self-care. Overtime when we ignore our true feelings we create catastrophic moments in life that force us into a dark night of the soul.

You may lose a job, an important relationship, or anything else that is important to you. This gives you time to sort through your emotions and create true healing within the self. The dark night of the soul is a blessing in disguise. This is one way our soul shows us how important we are and gives us space to create alignment. I have always said that everyone matters and everyone's mission is important. You are a powerful being and so much in life will try and convince you otherwise. You have your soul that is on your side and determined to show you otherwise. I am so amazingly proud of you for never giving up. It takes a strong will and powerful being to choose to believe themselves when everything else wants you to believe otherwise.

I personally will journal, dance, meditate, burn incents, and/or take a spiritual bath to create daily alignment. Just going for a simple walk through nature if possible will help clean your aura and boost your mood. Self-care is an extremely important and sometimes overlooked aspect of living a magickal life daily. Connecting with others who are on your same frequency is important as well. Even if it's just online, knowing you are not alone is very helpful for moving forward with manifesting the reality that is most in alignment with your soul's purpose.

In Conclusion

I hope this information was inspiring, strengthening, and informative for your soul's purpose. You are not walking this path alone.  You have more support than you could ever imagine. You are the magick and this is why these greater themes of not just doing spells and rituals regularly but protecting and adding into your energy daily is the greater mission at hand. This way whatever your into is effective and powerful for your soul's growth.

How Trauma Affects Manifestation: Turning Your Pain into Riches

Rags To Riches

The term "rags to riches" has been used throughout mainstream media for as long as I can remember. You see so few people winning the lottery or working their way to the top. Many individuals fall victim to these promises from various companies and messages from modern business gurus. Nothing is gained if you do not put energy into it. You may just want to move out of your parent's house or upgrade your current home but it seems impossible. I can tell you one thing I've learned on my journey nothing happens without direction and consistency. This, however, isn't the whole story. You can have direction & consistency and still feel frustrated. You may feel like you're a mouse on a wheel, moving as fast as you can but going nowhere. I've been in this position as well for many years and what has assisted me in breaking these cycles was healing trauma and de-programming poverty programming instilled by my parents and society at large. It was so bad at one point I wasn't sure if I could afford to go food shopping and couldn't pay my phone bill for months. I broke this cycle and you can too.    

How Trauma Affects Manifestation 

There is a widespread secret that nobody wants to talk about or face. All these people are walking around broken from physical, sexual, mental, and emotional abuse. Everyone to one extent or another experiences trauma in their lives, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Trauma no matter how small or large matters. In this society, we are taught to ignore our feelings and never actually give our true feelings any real validation. People in our lives may not give us any validation as well even our close family members, friends, and the actual abuser. The first step is to give yourself validation. Your feelings matter and you didn't deserve what you experienced. 

When we constantly ignore situations and circumstances that have caused us trauma the subconscious mind will continuously re-create the emotion even in a small way until the trauma is healed. You will find yourself constantly in pain and feeling like you keep re-creating these "negative feeling" emotions without knowing why. Whatever happened could be suppressed or happened so long ago that you don't remember. On a positive note, you don't need to remember the exact event but can actually go into the emotion in order to heal it. Sometimes simply doing a meditation and going into the emotion can trigger vague or vivid memories.   

Identifying Unwanted Cycles

You can easily identify unwanted cycles by writing a list of them. Once you have your list you can write next to the particular cycle the emotion connected to the cycle. The next step would be to one at a time go into a meditation and allow the emotion to come to the surface, feel into where it shows up in your body. I would say take your time and be gentle when doing this, it can be very difficult to go through emotionally. 

If you don't know how to meditate I would recommend based on my personal experience with clients and myself to find relaxing 432hz meditation music, sit in a comfortable position and focus on your breath until your body feels relaxed. Once you feel relaxed ask the emotion to come to the surface. Once you feel the emotion coming to the surface go deeper and deeper into the emotion, allow yourself to cry, and release the emotion. Breath through the emotion and allow your body to release the emotion. You can ask the emotion to reveal to you its root cause. In order to heal it's important to release yourself from the emotion that has caused the block. Forgive yourself, forgive the "other" when you are ready. Pour love into yourself. Self-love is similar to an energetic form of nourishment. You deserve this love, especially if you feel as though you weren't nourished with love as a child. After this meditation, you may want to journal in order to clear your thoughts and be honest with yourself about how you feel. I for one am proud and supportive of you on your healing journey, this is very difficult and it takes someone very strong to be able to choose to heal these difficult emotional cycles.

Re-Programming The Subconscious Mind   

Your subconscious mind is not rational. It works by connecting feelings and ideas to symbols. It's programmed through trauma, symbols, and repetition. What are the messages you have received from your family especially your mother or father? If they looked stressed when paying bills, were always talking about not having money, or saying they are "broke", then that programming is working through you. When you become aware of this programming this is the first step to breaking this programming. Society doesn't offer much in terms of cultivating inner stability, as well. The cultural programming is to go to college, get a job, get married, have children, keep working, and die. You did NOT come here to work and die. We are taught to look outside of ourselves for stability and creativity is ignored or considered "frivolous". How do you think this is affecting your ability to manifest? 

The first step is to recognize all of these programs and the next step is to give yourself new symbols and enact repetition as a way of re-programing. This is one reason why spiritual people will create alters as "symbols" and practice affirmations. These practices are ineffective if the initial programming is not recognized. It's like tearing down an old house and building a new one. You can hang paintings or pictures in your space that are in alignment with the prosperity and joy you want to feel more consistently. Also, taking time to pay attention to your self-talk is imperative. Do you talk about not having enough money consistently or say "I don't have enough to do that" all the time? You may also say things like, "I'm broke", "I need to work", "this business will never work" etc. 

Once you pay attention to self-talk and feelings that come up around paying bills you can work to change those words and feelings. I have worked on feeling thankful for having the ability to buy what I want, pay bills, or buy food. When you practice being thankful consistently you add more energy to that vibration and pull more experiences like this into your life. Looking back I can say with certainty that these habits have made earning income more effortless. I rarely have to think about paying bills or making money. I always have opportunities available to me and it has become effortless at this point. Another simple habit is getting a notebook and writing a gratitude list every morning. I always have what I need and I'm simply building upon this energy to create more wealth in my reality. 

It's Time To Get To Work!   

I want to take one step back before we get into taking an active role in your physical manifestation. In order to create order in what you want to manifest it's important to be focused. Part of this is figuring out what your personal divine purpose is. This way you are focused when you are putting energy into what lifestyle you would like to create for yourself. Write down what you love and what your very best version of your reality looks like for you personally. Once you have this focus you can create an action plan around your intention.

I advise small steps or breaking the larger steps down into small actionable steps. Even if you can save just a small amount during the month, this may be your first step to creating a fund for your business for example. If you want to get healthier, picking up one healthy habit every 2-3 weeks may be more effective then trying to do everything at once, for another example. 

When we take actionable steps towards what we would like to manifest and are consistent in our approach we are sending out a vibration of confidence in ourselves. This energy comes back and assists in our endeavors. We don't get what we want we get what we feel we deserve. You deserve what your soul was called here for, nothing more and nothing less. You are a divine creator and your uniqueness is what should be celebrated. I want to warn you that this process will change your life, you may not enjoy hanging out with certain friends, you may want to spend time in new places, you may end up having a break-up or even moving to a new city. Don't fret, just trust your process, trust your internal guidance system; that small voice within you that is saying YES this is for me, this is the right choice, this feels right! Trusting this inner voice has yet to lead me astray and even when I didn't understand why I was experiencing something it became clear to me later on and I'm thankful for all these experiences, even the difficult ones. 

Creating Internal Stability

Nowhere in society and maybe even in "spiritual circles", will you find anybody talking in a cohesive way about creating internal stability. I have worked with my own chakras extensively and this is how I was able to recognize how this concept actually works. I had a period of time when I was breaking my family's "poverty programming" and this lead me to work extensively with my root chakra. I noticed that the energy in my root chakra was very slow and felt like it did not have enough energy moving through it. I also felt I wasn't very "grounded" or rooted. Personally, this came from not feeling stable or safe financially in my environment and I was constantly attracting this experience of lack. 

In order to remedy this, I began practicing feeling as if I already had all I needed within me. This coupled with extensive root chakra clearing, breathing techniques, and practicing gratitude daily helped me to break the curse of lack consciousness. I can now feel the promise from spirit and I take it as truth that I am divinely loved, favored, and will always have all that I need. 

You have all you need already within you. You are the "magician" card in tarot and you are holding the "world" card in your hand. Once I worked on the root chakra I balanced my sacral and more importantly my solar plexus. The solar plexus I tend to still work with pretty regularly, I was prone to depression as a teen, and depression is a loss of will, which deals with the solar plexus. In order to be actionable, we must tap into and utilize our will. Procrastination is also a manifestation of a weak will. You will is like the fire that keeps you going. It's very important to understand you deserve your destiny and you deserve to have the energy to achieve all of your goals. 

You can do a meditation to foster internal strength and a strong will. This type of meditation really helped me immensely to fortify the feeling of having all I need within me consistently regardless of my circumstances. Essentially once you are in a relaxed meditative state (even if you are doing a walking meditation) you focus on the feeling of having everything you need within you at this moment. I have done this meditation so consistently that I now walk with this feeling every single day. 

What The Future Holds...     

Just as the present is what you make it the future will be what you make it as well. Do not anticipate the future too much, instead plan for the future, and in the present find actionable ways to create the future reality in your vibration. Let me make this a little more simple, feel into the future. If you know where you are in the present you will know where you are going. Yes, it actually is that easy, once you are healed and have done the inner-work to re-program your subconscious mind. Another thing is to create a timeline for milestones and accomplishments but don't be overly stringent with those timelines. As long as you are consistently moving in the right direction the world has no choice but to bend to YOUR WILL. I say to myself often, "whoever holds the vibration the longest and strongest wins." I dictate my reality and no matter what my circumstances I will be the victor in my story. I leave you with this as a final thought and a powerful affirmation, "I am a powerful creator, I observe constant success in my endeavors, and am unstoppable in my conviction." 

I love you guys. Until next time this is Niné Signing off and wishing you only the best in your past, present, and future realities.